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April 22 (later)

Dear Corinne,

Once I calmed down and was staring at the stained bottom of my paper hot chocolate cup, I sat there with the black of the night smeared by the light reflecting off the inside of the window behind me. I had nothing. Literally and figuratively. I couldn't feel.

Eventually I worked up enough courage to ask the girl behind the counter to borrow their computer.

Her: we don't have one for public use, but here.

She reached her hand in her pocket and took out her phone.

Her: what do you need?

Me: bus routes.

A few moments later, I was walking through the early morning, hunching my shoulders against the cold.

It took me a couple hours to get home, and the sun was just rising. I slipped through the front door and my dad was passed out on the sofa. I shut the door as lightly as I could, but my dad opened his eyes at the sound of the tiny click.

Dad: Leigh.

I froze. The pain welled, filling my rib cage. He sat up, the couch creaking slightly.

Dad:

Me: I'm sorry-

The tears spilled over unchecked and I crumbled by the door. He stood up and came over to me.

Me: I found her- I'm sorry, Dad. I'm sorry, I'm-

He bent down and pulled me into his arms. I went rigid at the embrace, then relaxed.

Dad: you are so grounded.

Me (whispered): I know.

Then he held me tighter. And I somehow felt OK.

Love,

Leigh

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