SugaKookie specail

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Okay so I didn't know if I still had the special and I do and I'm so happy about it. I forgot the original purpose on why I wrote it, I think it was to show Jungkook's background and his relationship with Yoongi. Yes, i do ship Yoonkook, it's like right next to Yoonmin.

"Hyung..." Jungkook called out to the elder through the crowded halls. He tensed up between the shoulders of strangers. School, the place he felt most apart from everyone. He began to fall into the back of the crowd of giant hormonal, mostly smelly preteenagers. He watched the ball of hair he knew as Yoongi move on in the crowd.

His breathing became short and he felt light headed. He just had to make it through the crowd to the school bus, but... Everyone was just pushing past him, they couldn't even bother to notice him. Just as he felt like he could fall back and black out a hand grabbed his wrist.

"Jungkook. Are you okay?" Yoongi pulled the younger close to him and guided him through the crowd. When they finally got out the building Jungkook caught his breath and calmed down a bit.

"Hyung, I thought you just walked out." He told the older.

Yoongi rolled his eyes. "I did just walk out, but I turned around and it looked like you were having another panic attack." They climbed onto the bus and sat in the front.

Yoongi preferred to sit in the back but Jungkook felt safer in the front. Yoongi sometimes wondered how Jungkook came to be such an anxious person, probably after his dad moved out a half a year ago. Jungkook was having some family issues at home so he stood over at Yoongi's a lot. Not that that was a problem.

When they got home they went right up to Yoongi's room. His room was actually a renovated attic, pretty cool for an almost fourteen year old huh. His room was covered in posters of half naked girls and he had a stash of pornos under his bed. Whenever he would try to expose the younger, Jungkook never found any interest in the magazines or posters. He had something else he found much more interesting, Yoongi.

Jungkook would never tell Yoongi about his feeling towards him, they felt wrong? When he looked around his world it was always male and female, boy and girl, so him and Yoongi would be wrong. At least that's how he saw it. Besides Jungkook was barely a middle school student, he didn't really pay attention to those feelings. However, Jungkook's boy crushed didn't end.

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Jungkook and Yoongi, Yoongi and Jungkook. It was like this for a while, the two of them stuck to each other. At one point in Jungkook's home life, it was so bad he practically lived with Yoongi. But things changed when Yoongi entered high school but Jungkook was left in middle school, alone. Before his eyes his only friend was changing and he wasn't even there to watch it happen.

"Jungkook, are you sure you don't want to stay over the night?" Yoongi nudged the younger, who seemed to be down today.

"I do but I feel like I've stayed over to long. It's been a week since I've gone home." Jungkook looked down at his shoes.

Yoongi frowned. "Your parents haven't called and asked where you were in a week. You shouldn't go home if you're just going to be neglected the same." He threw his arm over Jungkooks.

The older dragged Jungkook home and into his room. Yoongi had gotten more attractive since high school, meanwhile Jungkook still felt like a piece of stringy cheese. His voice was still high pitched with the occasional annoying voice crack. He was still shorter and smaller overall. Yoongi seemed to have lost all his baby fat, his voice was deeper and he spoke slow and kinda slurred. Jungkook was jealous, not of Yoongi, but of Yoongi's high school friends and classmates. The people who got to see Yoongi on a daily basis.

Yoongi quickly turned towards Jungkook. "Are you okay?"

"Y-yeah!" Jungkooks voice cracked and his heart sped up as Yoongi brought his face closer to his. He pushed Yoongi's face away. "Wierdo, are you okay?" He let out an awkward laugh.

Yoongi gave him a questioning look. "Why is you face so red?"

Because of you! "Because...." Jungkook couldn't say what was really on hid mind.

"Because..." Yoongi pirked up and raised an eyebrow. "Of a girl." He let out a laugh and Jungkook attempted to let out a laugh with him but it didn't sound convincing. "Ah, Jungkook, did you finally find a crush?"

A crush yes, a girl no. "NO! Hyung! Stop, this is such a weird conversation!"

Yoongi frowned. "This kind of conversation shouldn't be weird between us. I'm your hyung, you can talk to me about those kind of things or even ask me any questions about... Well you know, you get the idea. You could just ask me."

Later they were setting down for bed. Normally Yoongi would set out an extra mattress but he didn't this time, he was to tired to set it up. So they laid next to each other, Jungkook watched Yoongi's sleeping face. Sleeping was when Yoongi was most calm. Jungkook felt so un normal for having feeling towards his hyung, he didn't want anyone to think he was strange for it. He didn't want to think of himself strange for it.

"Yoongi hyung?" He asked quietly, hoping Yoongi was sleeping and didn't hear him at all.

Yoongi twitched but didn't open his eyes. "Hm."

"Would it be weird if a man has feelings for a man?" He regretted asking right away. "C-cause that would be so weird and wrong, right?"

"Jungkook." Yoongi said strictly, which made Jungkook's spine shiver. "Love is love. So if a man and a man love each other then who has the right to keep them away."

Jungkook was shocked by the older words. "Oh."

"It's okay, to like someone. It shouldn't matter what their gender is."

"Hyung, I like boys." Jungkook came out to Yoongi right then and there, it felt like the best moment.

Yoongi turned towards Jungkook and opened his eyes half way. "Okay. That's fine." He smiled. "I like both. That's called bisexaul. If you like just boys then you're gay." He sighed. "Being called gay isn't a bad thing. Some people will try to use it in a way that seems like a bad thing but it's not."

Jungkook felt a little better. His hyung always knew what to say to make him feel better. These feelings were still kinda scary, and he never confessed to Yoongi because over time he knew his feelings would change. 

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