Mood: Hurting
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Everyone says she is a nobody
But only when she isn't listening
Or when they think she isn't
Little do they know she hears every word
And it kills her inside to know that that is how people see her
So she hides in her room
Playing her "emo" music
Letting their words cut her
Allowing the words to hurt her
If only to strengthen her
"It hurts now" she tells herself
"But one day in the future, I will be better"
With that in mind she gets up every morning
Pulls her clothes on
Puts on her shoes
Grabs her bag
And goes to school
Smiling like she isn't affected
Not letting the high school drama hurt her
Until that night when she lets it hurt
To strengthen herself
The measures she takes
To make herself better are
Desperate measures
But she has to do what she can
If only to get better
And not let others see the part of her she hides
The side of her that no-one will see
Because one day
Because of these desperate measures she takes
That side of her will be dead.
Dead and gone.
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PuisiDisclaimer: The writings in this are mine. Some pictures are not but the writing is. I will always put "Mood: sad" or something like that to warn what it will be like.
