SHINee | CRUSHED. (editing but complete)

Chapter 21 - More pain

Taemin kept running, leaving everything behind. He didn't want to start fresh he just needed a break to think about things. He was crying but no one would've noticed, he was soaking from the rain. He slowed to a walk to catch his breath. He thought about Kibum, Jessica, everyone. He cursed himself. How could he have said such things.

What was so bad that Ihad to say that to Kibum, the person who has cared for me right from the very beginning! He hated himself for what he said. 

He looked around. He couldn't see anything, the rain was too harsh. He didn't even know where he was. He looked down, he was on grass and that's all he knew. He started to think as he walked. 

Should I go back, what if they hate me. I could never face Key again! 

His tears got worse and he could hardly see. The tears that filled his eyes made his vision blurry. His stomach rumbled.

Great, why did I have to go and run away, worrying everyone! I should've just did as I was told, he was only protecting me! Now I'm hungry and have no idea where I am!

Taemin frowned, he looked around trying to see something, something to tell him where he was. He couldn't see a thing, the rain got harder and the sky greyed. His walk slowed until he fully stopped. He dropped to his knees in hysterics of crying, he shivered violently. He started to cough, he was wet, scared and alone..

"Kibum-ah..Jessica" He cried out. "I'm sorry.." A flash of lightning striked in the sky. Taemin's head shot up. He had a fear of lightning. "Please, no.." He cried harder. Now shaken and shivering violently, Taemin sat on the grass covering his face. He stayed like that for a while. He accepted death, for one, he deserved it, and two, no one knew where he was!

'A-yo, himi deul ddaen

Doong tah dak rhythmae gidae.eo, oh'

He jumped at the loud music, he then realised it was his phone. His text tone. A-yo.. about leaving your worries, and looking forward, enjoying life. He half smiled. He looked at his phone. 

4 new messages from : Jessiekins;) 

He sighed and didn't reply. He didn't want them to know where he was. He wanted to learn his lesson. What he did was wrong, and he would have to take the consequences. The least he could do was find shelter. He stood up and walked slowly around, like a lost puppy. Looking for anything. He hadn't realised he had stepped on to a road. His head switched from left to right as he looked around. Suddenly a piercing noise hit him. He turned to it holding his ears. His eyes widened.

THUD..