The key to my mind

poem #1~ocean of memories

You told me you loved me,
It made me happy,
So I loved you back.

I gave you everything I had
To give and ignorantly
Thought you did the same.

I cared for you and even more
Foolishly I loved you.

There was never any
Trouble in paradise because it was
Never Paradise

Just lies and fake beliefs,
I trusted you with my heart
And you left it unattended.

I stayed loyal and
only had eyes For you,
while you were fucking
With different niggas
Because you thought they were cute.

And you tried to cover
It up by calling it a faze.

She warned me about you,
But I cared too much to listen.

I shut her out when
She tried to help when
It was you I should have shut out.

You made me look like a damn
Fool in front of my friends as
Well as yours.

Yet I still managed to
Forgive you...it was
Obvious my love was true,
Even though yours was
Just smoke and mirrors.

I forgave you and you ended
It anyways,and still left
Me heart broken,
In my feelings and
Thinking about how dumb
I was to have cried over you so many times.

But its ok now, ill never
Cry for you again,
I'm done being your fool.

I'm no longer your joke that you can continuously
Tell to your friends.

I've moved on,and stepped up.

I found someone who wants me
And only me.

So as I enjoy my life and
Smile while your all alone
And miserable,

Don't think you'll cross my mind again,
Because a once true love just faded away
Into the ocean of memories,and I promise you'll never
Float to the surface again.