Ok.... So I'm sorry it took me so long to post this chapter but my school play is next week and it's basically been taking over my life. There fore I haven't had anytime to write. Also I wanted to say thanks sooooo much!!!! This book has 49 views!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Thank you so so so so much! Ok I'll stop rambling now........
Bye lovelies!Beep...beep...beep... This was the sound I woke up to. As I opened my eyes I realized I wasn't at school....or at home......or anywhere I was familiar with!! I was lying in an uncomfortable bed with pillows that were to thin and feathery, a paper like sheet for a blanket and an uncomfortable gown that my butt hung out of. It took me quite a while(with my groggy head and pounding headache) to realize I was in a hospital and an even longer time to remember why I was even here. The memories slowly trickled in....... I was walking to my first class of the day(Art) when I suddenly felt funny. Almost as if I was having an anxiety attack but a little different this time I had a splitting headache and I felt nauseous and dizzy. I immediately ran to the closest wall(after running into about 100 people)and then I remember falling down as the light started to fade and then I heard distant screaming and chattering(although I'm not sure if it was me who screamed or if it was one of my classmates) and then I faintly remembering a techie asking questions rapidly to whoever was near me when I fell and then I remember a loud ringing after a while and then I remember some random people putting me on a small bed type thing and then nothing.
I was still gathering my thoughts from here and there as I heard my moms voice nervously asking someone questions like "Where is she?!?" and "Can I see her??" and "what caused it???" Then I saw my mothers worried face pop through the door she shuffled in letting out a breath of relief as she saw me sitting there blinking slowly.
"Oh thank god, You're ok sweetie!!!!! But don't you ever scare me like that again!!!!!!!!" She told me "lovingly"😉
" Yeah.... I I I guess I I'm ok n n now....." I managed to squeak as I looked around desperately trying to find something to quench my growing thirst.
" What happened Allana????" She asked
"I remember falling but I can't remember anything else after that........" I finally said after guzzling an entire bottle of water.
My mother looked at me skeptically "Was it your anxiety???? Or something else?" She looked at me waiting for an answer with her eyes narrowed.
" I dunno"
" Should I ask the doctor?"
"Maybe"
Then I heard a loud familiar voice coming from outside my room. It was London!!!!!! My best friend barged into the room nearly knocking over my mom.
"Are you ok, Tell me you are ok..... Please don't leave me Allana....... I need you you can't die yet!!!!!" My best friend basically screamed, making me chuckle in return.
"Are you laughing at me?! Your best friend who ran out of school and drive the 30 km to the hospital just to see if your alive?!" She asked with mock offense.
"Nope, I certainly am not" I laughed in return, causing my head to spin and my face to become pale. Then before I knew it she had me locked in a bear hug.
"What happened?" She whispered into my hair whilst still hugging me.
"Nothing! I'm fine!!!" I said cheerily
"Allana..... I know you better than that. And I know you wouldn't faint for no reason." She told me, eyebrows raised as she waited for an answer.
" I already told you, nothing happened!" I said a little to defensively because London's frown deepened a little.
"Seriously Allana. Tell me!!!! Pleeeeeeaaaaaaaase!!!!!!" She begged me. Then she stuck out her bottom lip and looked at me with big puppy dog eyes.
That face finally broke me and I started to tell her the happenings of yesterday. She listened intently and nodded in agreement every now and then and frowned when I told her that "he" cheated on me, after I had finished telling my tale she just looked at me with a blank expression I knew too well(that she was going to be a good best friend and understand my feelings and let me rant)
"Allana..... Why didn't you tell me yesterday????? I could've come over and we could've eaten Nutella and watched Gilmore girls on Netflix all night..." She looked at me with a small smile trying to make me happy.
" Because I didn't want to bother you with my petty problems." I stated simply.
"Being cheated on and used by someone isn't a petty problem,Al. I would've come and helped you and let you talk because when you don't talk you just overthink and overthink until you end up with terrible anxiety." She said looking at me sadly. My best friend knew me better than I knew myself and that thought brought tears to my eyes. Then I wondered if I'd ever find a best friend like her ever again....
"You're a really good best friend you know that, Londy??" I asked her with a small smile on her face
"I know" She said smirking a little. I laughed.
"And Allana, always remember that life goes on ok??" She asked sweetly looking me straight in the eyes.
"Right, life...... Goes on. Always" I said with a small smile
And then the doctor followed by my mom came into the room.
"Hello Allana! I'm Dr. Green. My team and I have been monitoring you and it seems that once your feeling a little stronger your good to go!" He said cheerily.
"Ok cool!"
"So Allana, do you know why you fainted??" He asked more seriously this time.
"Ummmm no??"
"Well it seems that because of your recently heightened anxiety and high levels of stress, your brain couldn't take it and you fainted. Also your blood pressure was abnormally low so be sure to des tress every now and then to avoid fainting again. Especially in these next few weeks. Try to avoid any extra stress on top of your anxiety too. Or else I'm afraid we'll be right back here in a couple of weeks." He said sternly while looking at me and my mom.
"Also I gave your mother some new anxiety tablets that should help you too" he added.
"And lastly, if anyone has anything stressful to tell Allana I suggest you do it now as we are in a hospital." He said before waving a little and exiting the room.
"Ok! Either of you two got something"stressful" to tell me??" I asked with a little laugh.
"Nope not I said the duck" London said.
"Well actually, I do." My mother added a little hesitantly.
I'm guessing when she said this my face looked like this 😨
"Allana, your father and I have been meaning to tell you and Kyle this for a long time........... At the end of the school year we are moving to................
3 weeks later....
I had just finished my nice warm shower and had just begun my primping process, when my phone went off. I saw that it was London!!!
I answered the video call as I was just sitting in my room(my very empty room) curling my long locks. It was the last day of school today and I wanted to look fabulous.
"Heeeeyyyyyy Bïtch 1!!!!!"
"Hiiii Bïtch 2!!!!"
We greeted each other happily. Then all of a sudden we both grew sad as we realized today was our last day together....... Straight after school my family was driving to Calgary to spend the night in a hotel before flying to Toronto and then to our final destination.
I decided that me and London should spend every second we can together today," Hey London??? Wanna walk into school together???? We can meet at the flagpole." I suggested putting my plan into action.
"Sure!!!!!! And then I'll walk you to all of your classes today too!!!!!!!" She said happily(well sorta)
"Ok well I have to go and put some makeup on and then I'll see you at school!!! Byeeeeeeeee bestest bestie!!!!!!!!!!!!!"
"Byeeereeeeeeeeeeeee" she said and then we hung up. I got up and stretched my legs and walked into the bathroom. As I walked I passed my mirror and glanced at my outfit. Today I had decided to wear a grey and white striped tank top with a grey Camisole underneath. I was then wearing my denim shorts and a cute necklace with a dream catcher charm on it. I was also wearing my best friend necklace that I shared with London. When I arrived in the bathroom I put light natural makeup on except I added some pretty pink lipstick! Then I grabbed my school bag and headed downstairs.
" Have a good day at school sweetie!!!!" My parents chimed.
"I will , bye!!!!"
Then I ran out the door and slipped into my car after patting Carl goodbye and drove to school. I luckily found a really good parking spot near the building and parked. I walked towards school and smiled happily as I saw London(who was always late for everything) was already waiting for me! I skipped to her and we hugged tightly before heading into the building. The day carried on and finally it was time to go home(or leave in my case) As I said goodbye to my tech we already crying, I greeted London by the door to my classroom. She was wearing a pink sundress and a pretty headband and holding a soda in her hand. She looked at me with a smile but sadness in her eyes.
"Shall we go??" I asked half heartedly.
"I guess...." She said starting to sniffle.
We walked through the school hand in hand and we walked out or normal way going slowly. Along the way we took a selfie. It features both of us crying but trying to look happy at the same time. When we approached my car we started to say our goodbyes. There was a lot of crying and blubbering and hugging and when I finally was released into my car I saw her standing on the sidewalk watching as I drove away and then I saw her small form collapse in a pile on the sidewalk I stared to sob and cry and luckily I was close to my house. When I got out of the car I was still sobbing and crying. Then I parked my car and waited for my dad to come and take it to the storage unit. I started texting London a few messages saying that I missed her already and that we would always be bestows and that I loved her soo so so soooooo much and I was still crying but she didn't answer and I guessed that she was to sad and it would be too painful for her to talk to me right now so with another sob/sigh I put my phone down. Then a few hours later when we had arrived in the hotel, I realized that this was happening and I was leaving my hometown, my bestie and my past life. Then London's words hit me in the face. Life goes on..... It always does.
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Ficção AdolescenteI'm Allana Gray. An untrusting, shy, overthinking, observant, intelligent girl. With anxiety. I thought my life was so perfect and be any better until...... It wasn't. And then a certain chain of events (called my life) happened and led me to som...