I Knew I Loved You (Camren FanFic)

Chapter 12 - You Are What I Desire Most

Camila's P.O.V.

Wow, I just kissed the most beautiful girl in the world. I can't believe all this time, she had felt the same way. I wish she would have just told me from the very start. Hell, I wish I confessed my feelings for her from the very start if I knew she was going to reciprocate her feelings in return. Everything is falling right in to place, the girl that I'm head over heels for is holding me in a tight embrace as we stand on the grass in the middle of the park, and she's kissing me with so much passion. No one has ever kissed me like this before, well then again, she is my first kiss, but I love that she is.  

Still in each other's arms for what seemed like an eternity, she pulled away and led me back to the bench. As we sat down, I rested my head on her shoulder and she interlaced our fingers, bringing the back of my palm up to her soft, gentle lips.

"You know, ever since I fist met you, I wanted to get to know you better. You literally took my breath away... And all this time.. I've wanted to kiss you... so many times." Lauren confesses. Hearing that made a smile creep up on my face. This is all shocking because well, life's not fair, everyone knows that, and it never gives you what you desire. The fact that Lauren is sitting right next to me, revealing her feelings to me, still has me in my shocked phase as it is.

"I wish you would've done it earlier." I mimick her. She laughs at me and I laugh as well. It then hit me, Keaton. That was the reason I left the rehearsal room in the first place. I really don't want to bring up Keaton right now because it's going to ruin the moment but I feel like I need to get this off my chest, before I get upset again. "So.. what's up... with you and you know... Keaton?" I ask nervously. She could tell that I was nervous, and I hated that but also loved that she could. Lauren then looks me straight in my brown eyes and my nervousness went away, just a little.

"I never liked him.. I only agreed to go out with him to... get rid of my feelings for you..." She reveals. 

"And how's that working out for you?" I ask pouting a little. 

"It hasn't changed.. I still feel the same..." She says. "Is it a crime that I do?" She asks smiling. Right there, I wanted our lips to repeat the same actions they did before, but I didn't want to push things too far, so I kept myself centered.

"If it is, we'd both end up in jail." I joke. She laughs lightly, nudging me a little.

Lauren's P.O.V.

Camila is.. definetly something. And I don't mean for that to to come off as a negative connotation, because it's not. She's absolutely amazing, anyone would be lucky to have someone like her a part of their lives. No correction, anyone would be lucky to have Camila a part of their lives. I'm glad I am one of those people. 

"You know, it's really funny, people say life is unfair, and it never gives you what you desire most." She says. "I used to believe that until now.." She finishes. Camila lifts her head off my shoulders and lets go of my hand, looking in my eyes. "What about you Lauren?" She asks softly. "What do you desire most?" She finishes asking. We were only inches away away from our lips meeting once again. I couldn't resist her, so I leaned in and slowly press my lips onto hers.

"You.." I whisper after pulling my lips away from hers. We're still so close, I can feel her hot breath on my lips.

"Then take... what you... desire most..." She whispers. I'm still looking straight in to her brown, chocolate colored eyes when I start to tell her my response.

"Then be with me..." I say softly, still only inches away from kissing her once again.

"You had me since the beginning Lolo." She says. With that, I gave her the most passionate kiss I've ever given anyone, and without hesitation, she starts kissing back. Everything's finally right, right now. The girl that I've been wanting for a while is finally mine, I can finally call her mine. A smile spreads across my face while my lips are still on hers. 

"Your smile is contagious." She says pulling away a little, while giving me a smile.

"Good!" I respond, chuckling. She giggles lightly, then stops when we both hear her phone vibrate. Camz pulls her phone out from her pocket and puts her index finger up, signaling me to wait a second while she checks her phone. I nod letting her check her phone.

Camila's P.O.V.

I look down at my phone screen and see that Dinah texted me. Wow, great timing Dinah I thought to myself.

From: Cheechee :)

Mila, you okay girl? I'm worried about you. We're all worried. Lauren went looking for you. Love you Chancho. <3

To Cheechee :)

Everything's perfect ;) Love you Cheechee <3

After I hit send, I looked back at lauren, who was staring across the pond. I snapped her out of her gaze by asking her a question.

"Hey, we should head back to the mansion. The girls are starting to get worried." I suggest. She nods and helps me up from the bench, giving me a quick peck on the lips. I swear, I can never get tired of tasting the sweetness of her lips.

"What was that for?" I ask with my eyebrows furrowed.

"Well that's for before we head back to the mansion..." She says. And that's when I realized we have to keep our relationship on the down low. "and... because I love kissing you." She added. I smile at her response and giggle lightly. I swear, she always manages to put a smile on my face, no matter what.

"Well there's plenty of more where that came from." I say, smirking at her. We then started walking back to the mansion, hand in hand.

(At the mansion)

Lauren let go of my hand just before entering through the front door. I pout at her and she winks at me, once again, making me smile. We were walking upstairs to the bedroom until I saw Keaton in the hallway pulling Lauren to the side.

"Lauren, can I talk to you real quickly?" He asks her. What did he want with her? Has she made it clear to him that she's not interested? Or maybe she hasn't yet.. oh my god. This just makes me start to worry and get jealous. From the start, I've always had this bad vibe off of Keaton, actually from all his bandmates, "Emblem 3". 

Lauren saw the worried look in my eyes, but it went away when looked at me with her emerald eyes, indicating that it was okay. I nodded lightly and I kept walking to the bedroom. It's not that I don't trust Lauren, because I do, 100%. It's that I don't trust Keaton.

A/N ~ guys im really sorry for posting these authors notes at the end of each chapter.. really i am. anyways, i'm so excited for the neon lights tour i might be going to it in CT. recently i tried to get lauren to follow me and well... it didn't work lol. it's so hard to get noticed by any of the girls! anyways just wanted to say that and please comment, vote, and follow.! 10+ votes for the next chapter! oh and from my busy schedule, looks like im only going to be able to update once a week... but the chapters will be long.. i promise!