Little White Lies

Chapter 8

It was the first day back after winter break, and I still haven't seen or spoke to Niall. I know I will eventually, but this trimester I won't have any classes with him thankfully. Going home didn't help my broken heart but I do know what the one thing that can heal it is...... Niall

*Niall POV*

I haven't seen the girl of my dreams in over two weeks, and I am starting to think my chances are slim of ever talking to her again. I know I sound dramatic, but Liv does not forgive or forget easily especially when the person already hurt her enough in the past.

I haven't been my usual self lately and I know why. Even my Mon noticed when I went home to Ireland over winter break. I told her I was just sick, but the way she looked at me told me she knew different. I just didn't know what to do. Zayn stopped talking to me because I had been a major jerk to everyone in my life I cared about. The last thing he said was he was sick of this me, and he missed the funny easy going Niall. I knew what he meant, but I wasn't sure how to respond or to react so I just flipped him off for saying something like that, even though I knew it was true. I just didn't want to admit it.

*Livs POV*

I was sick of feeling this was and I can tell that Niall meant it by the way he would call everyday, and every night, so I decided to answer this time.

*Phone call in Niall's POV*

It was half past five, and I decided to do my nightly call to Liv. I was surprised to hear her quiet voice on the other end.

"Hello"

"Hey, I'm sorry about everything. I'm sorry for being a jerk, I'm sorry for letting you go, I'm  sorry for standing you up, and I'm sorry for being the same person you dumped senior year."

"Niall do you really mean it?" She asked all to sarcastically.

"Of course I do Liv. I love you."

"I know you do, but sorry isn't only apologizing for the past, but promising the future. If I give you another chance you don't get to come into my life and pretend this never happened you have to prove yourself." I could feel the seriousness and meaning in hear voice that she would use when she would say I love you  oh how I want to hear that again. " Niall do understand, and before I agree I need to know why you weren't there at six like you promises so long ago."

" I do understand and I am promising you a future of good me, the real me." I didn't really know how to express my feelings like always. " Meet me at the campus cafe in an hour and I'll explain. I said with meaning but was nervous that she would change her mind if she knew why I stood her up.

"Fine see you in an hour."

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