Little White Lies

Chapter 7

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*Niall POV*

I hear her respond with a yes. I realize now that I have to man up and talk to her. I knew I screwed up, and I knew I shouldn't really be forgiven but I thought I would try.

She walks out in her red polka-dot pajama pants she has had since the 10th grade, and her college t-shirt. Her hair is thrown up in a crazy bun, but she still managed to look perfect.

She opened her mouth to start to talk, but before she could I wrapped my arms around her slim waist.

*Liv POV*

I walked out the door and before I could even say a word he wraps his pale but muscular arms around me.

"What the heck are you doing? You think you can just stand me up after I just had given you chance. Then come her to apologize, but don't do that?"

"Liv"

"I wasn't finished. I think I just learned what I needed to know." I violently screamed, and made my way into the dorm. I slammed the door, and slid down it with the tears I had been holding back the last couple of days. I let it all out.  Madi came and wrapped her arms around me making me cry even harder. I thanked her for her comfort and grabbed a towel to head towards the shower, thankful that Niall was no longer there.

*Niall POV*

What was I thinking, I knew she would react like that. I just thought maybe if she felt how it used to be she would want me back, forgive me. Man was I wrong.

I'm driving around not knowing where I'm going, but quickly knew where I needed to go. I needed to talk to someone who could always put me in my place, and bring me back.....Zayn's.

I don't bother knocking I just walk in, and plop down next to him.

"I really screwed up. I just hugged her." I started. "I love her Zayn, I really really do. I just didn't, *don't know how to show it. Win her over so she can feel the same way. The only way I know how to act is the funny one, the crazy, outgoing, loud one."

"I know you love her, but your not taking the right approach. She loves you too, but she hasn't allowed herself to admit it. She doesn't want to because she's afraid of being hurt again. Your job is to show her you won't."

"Thanks bro. I just need to get my head strait, I'll talk to you later."

I head to my dorm, and crash as soon as I step inside.

*Liv POV*

I stay in the shower until the water turns cold. I don't want to go back, and face what I'm about to.... The world.

I shouldn't be this hurt, but when you have so much history with someone,and you finally start to forget it, and forgive the person it's hard to be hurt again. I was stuck in this state of sadness, but I needed his love but the fear of being further hurt stops me from giving him what he wanted. I knew I loved him, but is that what I needed to do? Continue to love the person that causes my pain.

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                        Love always,

                                   Katie as in Hatie