Little White Lies

Chapter 9

*Livs POV*

I still can't believe I agreed to meet Niall, but in a I'm glad to get this talk over with. I mean I still blush at the talk of his name. I knew myself too well to act like I could live without him, but I couldn't let him know that...... Yet.

*Niall's POV*

I am so happy! She finally us giving me a chance.... Another chance! Am I ever going to be able to just say what I mean to her without coming out in the wrong way. I want to just tell her that she makes me, completes me and I can't live a single moment without her. How am I going to do this?

*Livs POV*

I'm meeting Niall in thirty minutes, and I still haven't moved off my bed. I pad my way over toward my small closet. I stand there for ten minutes just staring at my clothes. By the 15 minute mark I finally choose a spunky-tee and skinny jeans with my signature look of black converse.

I rushed out of my dorm with freshly curled hair, and fresh layer of make-up. Why am I getting so dressed up for Niall I've known him since it seems like forever, yet I still feel like I need to impress ths love of my life. Wait did I really just say that? Do I even know what I mean by that. I love Niall with all my heart, I know that, but is he the love of my life?

* Niall's POV*

I've been sitting at the table for about ten minutes, twiddling my thumbs. I arrived early because Liv is always early to everything. I wanted to show her I have changed. She still isn't here, and we we're supposed to be here five minutes ago. I started to think she wasn't coming until I saw her in those skinny jeans that fit her slim waist and hips just right. Here I am in a tank with a Flag print and shorts. Way to go me.

"Hey" she says with still no emotion.

"Hey" I blankly respond.

"So how have you been?" I've been dying without you, miserable, wishing for you back every second.

"I've been fine." I say, I used to know what she was going to say before she said it and what she would do before she did it. Now I'm staring at her, at her blank face. I knew I didn't give her the answer she wanted, but I couldn't just open up yet.

"How have you been Liv?"

"Yeah me too." Did she mean that? Was she really fine. Does she feel like I feel about her? I wasn't sure but I needed to find out. I must of been  day dreaming because Liv annoyed, demanded me to start what we cake here for.

"Liv listen this is going to sound bad, but trust me I was just stressed and, I didn't even mean to become like I was."

"Which was?" She asked wanting to know everything.

" I was really nervous, but also excited for our date my friend Harry told me to take a shot to calm my nerves. I tried to refuse, but they made me. It started just one then two. The last thing I remember is Zayn telling me to slow down. The nerves took over, and I kept drinking. I was at a party and all I was thinking was you."

"Then why didn't you stop? I was there sitting in my bed waiting until you came, but you never did."

"I'm sorry I really am I made a mistake. I got nervous and it started with just one drink to calm me down. Everyone around me was cheering and I was making mistakes due to the alcohol. I'm sorry, please Liv I really do love you."

"How  could you do that. Don't answer that. If that's the man you are then I don't know if this can work." She finished her statement, and began walking away.

"Is this what you do?" I started not knowing where I was going with this and I knew it wasn't the right way to go about it, but I had to stop her. "Walk away every time you are in a hard situation?" Oh I'm dead.

"Niall come on I know you too we'll. You're saying things to hurt me to save yourself from seeing me walk away." She's right. "I can't even try with you."

"Liv what do I do?"

"I want to be with you, but I don't want to be hurt."

"Then let me show you that I won't. Trust me, one more time please. I know I have to earn it, but I will. Please Liv"

AN: Will Liv forgive?!?!? We will see!!! Vote and  continuing reading! Love y'all children!!!!!

                               Love always,

                                   Katie as in Hatie