(So much pain)
Ellie POV
"Im here, what happened?"--yuan
I turned around and froze. Tiningnan ko si yuan, The old yuan I used to loved..As we connected eyes, Parang nandito parin ang sakit, Unfortunately, it wasnt heartburn. It was something much more..
Sumusulyap sakin si yuan, But mainly his eyes on Dashie.. We were all sitting around the fireplace at Our Old house, Remember yung House na pinatayo ko while yuan is in italy, Si baby dashie ayon nakikipaglaro kila mom and tita sab, "Can I hold her?"--yuan asked
After many seconds of silence.. Tumingin ako kay yuan and slowly nodded, bat parang may luha sa mata ni yuan, ang lungkot ng aura niya..
"Thank you"--yuan.. Pinuntahan niya si Dashie..
"Mommy?"--dashie. Pinuntahan ko na rin sila ni yuan
"What baby?"--ako, Hays! Bat ang saya nila tingnan na mag ama, parang kilalang kilala ni baby ang daddy niya..
"Ellie, Can I see you for a moment?"--Tita sab
"I'll be back, ingatan mo si dashie"--ako.
"I will"--yuan smile at me. Nandito kami ni mom and tita sab sa kitchen,
"So, Ellie How do you feel about yuan seeing Dashie?"--Tita..
Oh God! I knew it tatanungin na naman ako nila mommy and tita."Better than I thought I would tita. Ewan ko lang pero its weird seeing the two of them together, they look so much alike"--ako Ngumiti sila mom,
"Well anak, We could see that the first day I came to see dashie, we just thought, kamukha talaga niya ang daddy niya, we just never wanted to tell you that, baka kasi magalet ka pa"--mom
"Good, I probably would've"--ako
"Well, were going home, dito na kasi kayo mag stay ellie, bahay niyo naman toh ni yuan so better if you stay here with dashie, right sab?"--mom
"Yeah your right, besides yuan can stay here also"--tita sab
"Yeah, goodnight"I stepped back into the living room to find Dashie, Well..naka tulog pala si baby sa lap ni yuan, yuan sat there, smiling and brushing hair out of his daughter's face. Titingnan ko palang sila napapangiti na ako, I leaned against the doorway, watching them
"Paano mo nagagawa yan?"--ako
Never ko pa kasing nagawa kay baby dashie ang ngayo'y ginagawa ni yuan sa anak namin.Tumingin sakin si yuan then smirk "I guess Im good with Kids"-yuan. I peeled baby dashie off from yuan's lap and laid her on her room, OO may room siya dito, actually its bigger than her bed in our broken house.. Pumunta nako sa living room and I sat back down next to erick/yuan, pero shempre there was some distance.. Siguro nga kaya ko ng malaman ang sagot niya, tatanungin ko siya ngayon, Im ready..
"Why'd you cheated on me?"
I could feel his body tense next to me"What will you achieved by knowing that?"--yuan
"What will you achieved by not telling me the truth?"--ako
Tumingin sakin si yuan tchaka nagsalita "Kimberly, I really am so-"
"Why wont you tell me?"--ako
"I thought you knew already, Im sorry, I didnt tell you because I have no excuse for what I did! What I did was dumb and trust me, nagsisisi na ako simula nung araw na yon"--yuan
"Yuan, bat di mo nagawang umuwi?"--ako
"Look, Kimberly"--yuan
"No yuan, you look..Noong buntis ako wala ka,nung nanganak ako wala ka rin, I been raising dashie for almost 3years, pero WALA KA PARIN, ni hndi mo nagawang umuwi at tumawag sa amin,You dont know how hard it is for me,araw araw,gabi gabi akong umiiyak at hinihiling na sana umuwi kana kasi kailangan ka namin ni baby, pero wala parin, kung di lang kita pinuntahan sa italy, di ko malalaman ang mga kagaguhan mo!"
"Beee----ellie, let me speak please! I have never stopped loving you, alam kong alam mo yan, I've always been ashamed of the choice I made and I swear after that day, I never saw Yanna again..She's history, please...bee.can..we..atleast..try..and...START OVER?"--yuan
"I *sub* I cant just start over yuan.."--ako
"Ellie all im trying do to is mend the relationship that I broke apart, So please stop making things difficult"--yuan
"Paano kong ayoko makipag bati sayo" Aalis na sana ako ng hawakan ni yuan ang kaamay ko, ilang boltahe ang gumapang sa katawan ko.. as in boltahe!haha.
"Bitiwan mo ako yuan"--ako..pero......pero......kenekeleg eke!
"Ayoko, cant you just listen to me for once?"--yuan
"Alam mo yuan, I spent our whole marriage listening to you and your lies, Pagod nako yuan makinig sayo"--ako
"Please ellie, just once please"--yuan
"I cant yuan, you've hurt me too much"--ako
"You have no idea how sorry I am about that!"--yuan
"tsk! You either have no idea how sorry I am for letting myself love you"-- Umiiyak na ako, ngayon naka tigin ako kay yuan, His eyes was forming a tears..
Bago siya magsalita, His lips were pressed hard against mine. I tried resisting but yuan wouldnt let me....
Again I felt that ache in my heart.....again and again...
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