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6

She wondered if she's stupid. She wants to know if there is a point to all of this. Should she just give up trying? Should she still hold out hope that one day they could be something? She was close to giving up, really close. Today, she was right behind him in the lunch line, they caught each others eye for a split second, but that was it. It seemed like he didn't even know who she was. Like he had never even noticed her before. That was almost the end of it for her. She wanted the universe to send her a sign that they could have a chance. She had almost lost hope. She tries to take her mind off of it, she needs a distraction. Something...anything. She goes on Snapchat and looks at Cosmo's story, and behold an article that mentions his name. She sees this as a sign to keep going. It's not a very common name so she thinks what are the odds of this? She thinks it's too uncanny that she decided to look on Snapchat and then she sees his name. That is her hope. That is her sign. And she's going to hold on to hope until her fingers bleed and her muscles cramp. Even when it tries to slip away, she will hold on so tight bones break. She will keep her hope even if that means breeding eternal misery.