𝑼𝒏𝒘𝒓𝒊𝒕𝒕𝒆𝒏 ✔️

33.

"You're falling for me?" Harry looked at her with wide eyes and a open heart as he felt himself shake a bit.

It felt like his heart was heavier than before.

Monroe brushed his lips against his as she brushed them down his cheeks down to her neck as she could feel his warmth against her as Harry only inhaled sharply feeling his love grow for her.

He was so in love.

She pulled back as she traced his heart shaped lips. She hummed a yes before resting her head against his chest, hearing the fast beat of his heart.

Harry held her tight as she was afraid she would slip from his fingers.

"I-I... I'm falling for you too," he spoke as traced circle on her back to calm her racing heart.

He already fell though.

"I want you to be the first one to make love to me," she spoke.

Harry had a hard time processing what she said as the sound of his heart beat could be heard and his brain could only see the word love as his tongue was twisted.

"W-What?"

"Not now... but when I'm ready- when we're ready. I want you to make love to me."

She thought about this for awhile, wanting her and Harry to be together completely but she didn't feel like they were at that place yet.... the place where she could say that she was in love with him.

She was close though.

Tick

Harry was well past there.

Tick

This was, after all the calm before the storm.

"It would be the first time I made love to someone," he said she looked up at him.

"Yeah?"

"Yeah, baby. I've never loved anyone before."

Monroe's eyes widened at his response as Harry's heart picked up. She was so shocked as her face said it all.

It was mixed with confusion, and she was frightened, frightened of all the feelings she had.

"Did you.... did you-"

"Go back to your seat, I have to get you home."

"Harry, you just said-"

"I didn't say shit, go sit."

Monroe silently obeyed as she was angered that he was hiding his emotions.

Did he love me? She wondered.

Harry was furious at himself but of course he took it out on her which was why he didn't deserve her, she deserved better.

She always deserved better.

They silently pulled up into the parking lot and soon as they did Monroe got out of the car, slamming the door hard.

"Fucking hell Roe," he mumbled as she walked away.

He caught up to her as soon as she entered the elevator, her eyes remaining on the buttons.

"Roe-"

She put her finger up in silence, not wanting to argue in the elevator.

As soon as they were on floor six, she immediately walked to her apartment, opening the door.

And as soon as the door closed with both of them on the other side she pulled her hair frustrated.