My Forced To Marry Mate ✔

Chapter 2

•Evangeline•

'Weeks Later'

I got up from the bed and silently walked to the bathroom trying not to wake him up. My muscles were sore- my body was sore. I was tired. I wanted to get away from this. I wanted to feel safe. Happy.

I wanted my mate.

But it was too late. He wouldn't want me now. I wouldn't want me either.

I stepped into the bathroom and locked the door behind me. I stepped in front of the mirror and looked at myself. I avoided my nude body and kept my eyes on my face. I was pale and looked tired. Small bags under my eyes. I lifted my hand and touched Blake's mark on my shoulder. He had marked me the second time he forced himself on me.

If I was disgusted with myself then, now, I couldn't look at myself much. I hated how my body responded to his touch because of his mark. How despite my orders, my body never listened to me. Always in Blake's mercy- in bed. And for that I wished to just... die.

I let my eyes travel down my sides to see the claw marks left behind thanks to Blake. His 'love bites' how he calls them going down my body.

I turned away and turned on the shower. I climbed in and stood under the water liking how I thought it washed away Blake's touch away and off of me. I liked to imagine that all he's done to me these past few weeks went down the drain.

Sometimes I even wished to be a drop of water. So I myself could go down that drain and never look back. I had nothing left to live for. Nothing to love. Nothing I wanted to live for. I wished my mate to never met me. I wished he would be happy with another she-wolf although the thought alone pained me and my wolf. She still wanted her mate even if Drake's wolf and her were already bonded. She didn't want him as I didn't want Blake.

She was as  miserable inside my head as I was out here. She bearly spoke to me now. And only when she was angry.

I slowly rubbed myself and took a quick shower.

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I smiled a little at Dustin. He was Blake's Beta. He was along with some others of the pack who did care for me. Who comforted me when Blake was gone. Right now, Blake was who knows where. Dustin nodded at me, "So will you finally tell us about yourself, Luna?" he asked.

I laughed and nodded, "Well, I'm an only child" I offered.

"Something we don't already know, Luna" Julie said.

I smiled, but before I could even answer, I felt him coming. I closed my mouth and looked away from where he would enter, immediately not liking the day. I glared at Dustin, "And I had a boyfriend back at home" I lied. Dustin stared at me wide eyed. "I liked how he would kiss me. How he would touch me. Sometimes, at night, he would-".

Me being slammed against the wall stopped me. Blake stood there, eyes dark and his hands closed on my throat, cutting my air. "What?" he hissed. "Don't tempt me, Evangeline".

I kept my eyes with his, "He's a better man than you" I managed, defying him.

And then I was sailing across the dinning room.

My vision was fuzzy when i sat up. I felt a warm liquid going down my side of the head, which was pounding. My heart was in my ears and my aching bones were hurting even more. I was suddenly pulled up and pressed in between Blake and the wall. His lips going to my neck angrily. "No" I said, my voice hoarse. "No!" I shouted pushing at him uselessly. I heard tires outside and Blake stiffened. I mentally smiled. Those tires were unmistakable. My pack. I almost had forgotten it was visit day. I tried to go for the door, but Blake growled squeezing my hips. I wanted to see my parents, but there was only one way for him to let me. I submitted to him. "Please" I whispered.