My Forced To Marry Mate ✔

Chapter 5

Evangeline

I stared at both men, shocked. Had I heard correctly? No. "What?" I asked.

Dustin gave a sigh and Joel looked away from me. They didn't want to tell me, that much I knew. Yet they also knew that they would. They had already started and they were going to finish telling me whether they wanted to or not. They knew I'd be hurt and betrayed if they didn't tell me anything.

Joel finally turned to me, "Luna..." he paused and held my eye, "It is possible for you to bear Alpha's pups".

"How is that possible?" I asked silently. I couldn't believe it. I didn't want to believe it.

"Well, Luna, it is this simple. You are an Alpha's daughter and he himself is an Alpha. Both at mature age, ready for mating. Both... mate-less" Joel said.

I stared at him, "I don't understand".

"Luna, since Alpha lost his mate, he can very well get any woman he wishes to bear his pups. Yourself, you are his now and he very well wants it to be you who gives him pups" Joel continued.

"Is that the reason he mates me often?" I asked climbing down the bed to curl up at the couch. Both men nod. "Even if he can get anyone pregnant, I can't bear his pups. I still have yet to find my mate meaning I can only bear my mate's pups".

Dustin knelt down in front of me and I closed my eyes as to hide my sorrow. I didn't need to see their pity. I felt it coming in waves, "Luna, he believes that when your mate appears, he will reject you" he said and a sharp pain burst in my chest. My wolf howled silently at the back of my head, "Yet he said if he doesn't, he himself will end his life. There is no possible exit for you in this situation".

A tear slid down my cheek as I shut my eyes, tightly. "I despise his touch" I admit softly. A shiver broke on my skin. "Yet my body loves it. I cannot keep living like this. I can't be screaming in my mind for this to end while my body begs for it to continue. Me and my wolf want to be free. We want to leave. And even if our mate rejects us, I still have my pack. They need me. Who will take charge after my parents? I was the only child. I was meant to take charge. How could he do this to me? Sell me as if I was worth nothing to him?".

Dustin placed his hand under my chin and I opened my eyes to look at him, "Luna, this pack needs you too. We need you".

"Yet I wasn't meant to be Luna here" I said.

"There is a reason you are. There is a reason you are going through this. This was meant to happen, Luna. And maybe even then, it is your destiny to bear Alpha's pups" Dustin said.

I shook my head with more tears, "I don't want to. Isn't it enough that he touches me every single night? That I have to do as I'm told? That I am punished for no good reason? No, Dustin. I wasn't supposed to go trough this. Its that simple. But look at me, I am. I don't like his roughness. He hurts me, Dustin. I can't survive him and his wolf forever. He's too much for me to handle. I don't want to be his... his toy forever!".

Dustin paused, "You have us, Luna" he said. "You can trust on us".

"And you have my aid whenever you need" Joel said.

I smiled faintly, "Thank you. I don't know how I'd make it without you" I whispered.

"Our pleasure, Luna" Joel said. "Do you have any other questions?".

I shook my head and stood slowly. I was still sore between my legs but I was healing. Joel might've noticed that too because he gave me a weak smile. There was nothing he could do about that even if he wanted to. "I'll... I'm gonna go call my mother" I said silently.

"Of course, Luna" Dustin said. "Remember that Alpha will come unexpectedly. It wouldn't make him happy to see you speaking with your old pack".

"My old pack?" I growled turning to look at him. "They are my family. My friends. My home. He cannot keep me from speaking to them. He will not stop me. It is enough he tells me what to do".

"Luna..." they started.

I turned around and walked out the door.

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Soon, I was in our room, sitting against the bed. The phone sat on my lap as I stared at it with the numbers ready to be dialed.

I didn't know if I should calm them. Yes, I would love to, but I would cry. Mom needed me to be brave and it wouldn't do any good if I break down while speaking to her. It wouldn't do any good if she was already crying.

And like Dustin and Joel said, what if he catches me?

Would he get angry if I speak with mother? He would.

But I wouldn't let him control my every decision. Sometimes, you had to take risks.

I pressed the dial button.

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Filler....