My Forced To Marry Mate ✔

Chapter 4

•Evangeline•

I placed the plate full of food on the table in front of Blake. His eyes were dark and still angered. His shoulders held tension and great strength that he loved use to use on me. Or even if a creature as dark as him even loved anything, including pain.

Blake kept his eyes trained on me as he dug into the food. I turned around and gathered the dishes, starting to wash them. Not seconds later, I felt large hands wrap around me from behind. I knew better than to stiffen at his touch. Blake's arms tightened around me as he pressed himself closer to me. He was at least a head taller than me and he bent down to kiss my neck.

"I'm sorry about last night" he said, almost softly. "I lost control and he wanted you".

I paused on washing the dishes and nodded, "It's fine" I said.

Blake's hands became awfully tight and a growl sounded beside my head, "Do not lie to us, Evangeline. Him and I can stand only so much".

What was I supposed to say? Yell at him how much he hurt me? Scream from the top of my lungs that he ruined me? Cry my eyes out at the sorrow in my heart? As if I wanted another painful fuck from him. Last night was enough. The soreness between my legs proved that.

I resumed washing the dishes, "I'm sorry" I said to his earlier statement. What else could I say?

"Its ok as long as you see your mistake" he said kissing my neck. His hands went down and a dish slipped from my grasp when his hands reached between my legs. I shut my eyes, tightly as his hands began to rub the area against my knee length dress. "You like that?" he whispered biting and licking my ear.

My body shuddered against my will. It burned, excitedly at the touch of who claimed it as his. A moan escaped my lips and before I knew it, I whispered, "Yes, Alpha".

A husky growl sounded beside me and my body hummed. "I like how that comes from your lips" he whispered. Before I knew it, his hand was under my dress and his finger was sliding into me. I moaned, tilting my head back against his shoulder and his finger started a slow pace.

Stop!, I thought.

My legs closed on his hand and Blake growled. He slid another finger into me making my legs shake and grow weak. I felt myself dripping on his fingers and he chuckled, sliding easier into me, "I will make it up to you, Evangeline- tonight. I shall be away the rest of the day yet I might arrive earlier. Upon my arrival, I don't want any male beside you or both will live to regret it. As soon as I come, I want you in our room wearing nothing but that beautiful skin of yours, understood?" he asked.

I nodded with a pant. I neared my release when my stomach clenched and I gripped his arm which pleasured me. He stopped, "Blake?" I whimpered.

"Who do you belong to? Whose name will you scream? Who will pleasure you?" he growled against my ear.

My eyes snapped open and I bit my lip. I wasn't his. Ok, I was wrong. He made me his in every way. He marked me and took everything from me. I was his. "Yours" I whispered as a tear escaped my eyes.

My release came fast and with a shuddering force. I would've fallen if Blake wasn't holding me upright against him. I panted heavily, my nails still deep in his hand. I heard Blake chuckle which vibrated against my back. I moaned when his fingers rubbed me again as he wet his fingers before bringing them to his lips. "Good girl" he said before forcing his lips against mine. I watched as he left with tears in my eyes.

Feeling disgusted, I ran up the stairs where I took a long shower.

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I walked down the stairs feeling a little cleaner. Thing was, I didn't know what to do now. I should be used to Blake's touch by now. I shouldn't be thinking about a mate that would surly reject me. Who would want me now?

"Luna" someone said. I jumped back as my thoughts were broken and Dustin appeared in front of me. He had a smile for me as he always did. He was the only one who respected me here even if I was Luna. Not that I wanted to be. My pack was supposed to be handed down to me. What was father thinking when he sold me? Knowing that I was the only child which meant I was the only one who would've taken over?

"Dustin" I said slowly.

He gave me a bow and nodded towards my cheek, "How's your face?". I gave a small shrug. "Come, Luna, let's take you to the pack doctor. A little checkup won't hurt".

The pack doctor was Joel. He was a man around his forties with a mate and two pups that would surly get their affinity for healing when the shift. He smiled and bowed when we entered, "Luna. Let's take a look at that" he said the first look he got of my cheek. I was sat on the medical bed as Joel looked my face over and proceeded to take a deeper look at my woulds along my arms and legs. "How does it feel?".

I smiled, "Doesn't hurt at all. I am a healing wolf, after all, but Dustin here, is overreacting".

Joel chuckled, "Of course you are, Luna. Yet the wrath of an Alpha can sometimes be dangerous". My smile left and I looked down. "How do you feel of that? Any concerns? Any... questions?".

I bit my lip, shaking my head. Well... I did have some questions. I looked up at Joel as a tear escaped my eye, "Why did he choose me?" I whispered. My lips trembled and I looked down, "Of all people, why me? He could've gotten someone who didn't have a mate! I hadn't even found mine! I shifted the day after the damn wedding, for gods sake!".

Joel and Dustin were silent. I knew Joel didn't want those type of questions yet he didn't specify. I asked what I wanted and I wanted answers. Dustin cleared his throat, "Luna, I don't-".

"Please" I begged turning my head to look at him. His eyes softened when he saw my pain and pity filled them. I gripped the fabric against my chest where my heart lay. I pleaded, "Please tell me. Its eating me inside to not know. His reasons might have been for good or selfish, but I need to know. I want to be at peace. I want to have reasons why he chose me".

Dustin bowed his head down at me and looked at Joel. They shared a look. A look that I knew all too well. They were going to tell me.

Dusting sighed, "He... well... ah... he's had a sort of crush- if you can call it that- on you since you were just a child. Even when he had yet to find his mate. You fascinated him. The... the pureness inside your heart. The goodness you gave everyone including those who hurt you. That was something our pack needed. It was something he needed even if he doesn't know it even to this day.

"Luna, you gave your pack something our pack would never have. And it isn't just yourself. He thought... he believed that mating you and having you bear his pup would bring luck to our pack".

"That's sick" I spat. "He knows I can't bear him pups!" I shouted as I felt myself shaking. "Only my mate will ever give me pups! Everyone must know that!".

"That is not fully true" Joel spoke up.

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Filler, yes. Anyways, thoughts? No need to keep questions in?   ;p