Blue Eyes in a Sea of Brown (Kellic)

30.)Forgiving Too Easily Is A Trap

Kellin's POV
It was Monday and I was back to school. I had spent the whole weekend at Vic's and was finally going back to my house today. I didn't really want to especially with the fear of Justin showing up, but I couldn't hide from him forever I guess.

Vic had offered to drive me home, so had Oli, but I just wanted to walk. It was a nice day outside and I wanted to relax a little and just breathe.
Sure I loved Vic and Oli both but ever since that night they had been pestering me. I wanted time to just be alone I guess.

Once I got to my house I noticed the extra car in our driveway and I seriously wanted to quit right there, but instead I made my way up the stone steps to the front door. When I went inside I heard laughing and once I ventured further into the house I found my parents, along with Justin's, and some bottles of wine.

"Kellin dear! We haven't seen you for ages!" His mom said and hurried to hug me. She was always the sweetest woman so I gratefully accepted the hug.
"Now Justin's upstairs and we're having our own little party!" My mom said giddily and shooed me from the room. I had a second thought about just leaving the house but figured I would have to deal with him some time or another.

I took a couple deep breaths and made my way up to my room. I opened the door slowly and found Justin sitting on my bed with an old photo album.
"Where did you find that?" I said quietly.
"I can't believe you kept all of these." He said with a small smile on his face. He was flipping through the the black bound photo album that was full of pictures of me and him. Cute cliche couple pictures and hidden behind a few were a couple of scandalous ones.

"I remember this. It was our first date and you looked so damn good in those skinny jeans. We ate at that old Italian restaurant and I spilt sauce all over my green button up." He laughed and patted the seat beside him. I hesitate but then slowly made my way over to the bed. He didn't seem to have any bad intentions.

I sat a bit away from him and looked over at he album. I hadn't opened it in about a year and it brung back a lot of memories. However this time instead of the bad one's these were all good. Like the time we got lost in the city and ended up sleeping in his car or the time I he tried to make me a birthday cake and completely failed. The first time I met his parents, the first time he met mine, the first time our parents met.

I laughed as he pointed out a picture of me with sharpie all over my face thanks to him and Sage. He covered his face when he saw the one of him dressed as Elvis because I won a bet. Overall Justin was a good boyfriend he just had his faults.

"What went wrong with us Kellin?" He asked and I tensed up. Does he actually not realize the problems we had.
"Why are you asking me that?" I questioned hesitantly. "You're the one who left me and you're the one who made me feel like shit about myself."
"Kellin," he turned to me. "I honestly thought you liked all the things we did together." He said with a cheeky smile but then dropped it immediately.

His hand skimmed my thigh and I pushed it off. "I know you're with that Vic guy."
He said and then laid back on my bed.
"I'm sorry Kellin. I truly am. I really didn't treat you right." I looked at him and on his face there was nothing but sincerity. I gave him a small smile.
"It's okay."
He gave me a smile and then pulled himself to the top of the bed.

"Wanna watch a movie?" He asked and I nodded my head. I hopped up and decided on The Corpse Bride. I quickly put it in and then laid at the foot of my bed on my stomach.
Justin and I sang along and laughed at the movie and for a short while it seemed like old times, but there was still this nagging voice of worry in the back of my mind.

The movie ended and I was staring at my ceiling and Justin and I were both quiet. He moved ever so slowly and I was startled when he straddled me.
"Justin get off." I said and tried to move him. He just placed his hands on my chest.
"Kellin tell me you don't miss it."
"I don't!"
"Kellin you loved it when we had sex, I know you did. You're my little slut." He whispered.

"Justin why?!? We were having good time." I said and I could feel the tears in my eyes as he locked his hands around my wrists.
"I couldn't resist that ass of yours. Kellin I meant what I said I am sorry but damn I miss it." In the back of my mind I was repeating something Oli had told me many time. I forgave people too easily and it made me a target.

Justin leaned down and kissed me trying to make me move my lips with his.
"Come on Kelly."
"Justin no!" I yelled and a hand covered my mouth.
"Be quiet! Just like old times remember? You're parents can't know."

He stared at me a few moments before speaking again.
"Have you had sex with Vic yet?" He asked and I shook my head. "Now Kellin don't lie. We both know you love it." I shook my head again and his hand was moved from my mouth so he could kiss my lips again. "I just want to be with you a least one more time before I leave."
I was ultimately preparing for the worse when my bedroom door opened.

"What the hell!?"