i found out a ton of stuff i didnt want to hear
my "friends" i talk to like everyday, have this thing where they make fun of people, and they dont even care how the person they make fun of feels
i told them i was tired of being blamed, and made fun of, and not having my voice heard, when im literally screaming at them, and u know what they do?
they say that they didnt do anything, and they blame it on me again
i may have overreacted, but still, the things they said, were just downright mean.
i have half the mind to tell the principal of my school, but id rather keep this drama out of school, even though i only have u guys now hahaha...
i have a few friends actually, but i just dont know anymore
i dont want to do any of this "life" stuff anymore
im so sick of being pushed around, or made fun of, even if its "just a joke"
ive heard that way too many times
i never told them secrets, cuz i knew they would turn on me in an instant, and i didnt want them telling my crush i liked him when he likes someone else.
its like if kawaii chan told Kai that aphmau liked him, when he likes katelyn, and aphmau know that he likes katelyn
btw, also sad, cuz ship totally sinking rn
i just want a hug from a friend, but...i dont really have any anymore
im sorry for this rant, i just, really need a real frined rn
