Forbidden Heart♡

Ever✨

CLARY'S POV
I turn around as I hear someone's voice .
"Magnus bane" I say in low voice
"Clary fray "he stares at me in shook.he stands out his hand for me to take it .
I take his hand. he's really handsome and it looks like he has fashion sense just like izzy.
"You have become a beautiful woman"Magnus said smiling at me.
"I need my memories back Magnus please I need to safe my mother from that psycho  "
A sad expression passes through his face "sorry but I don't have them biscuit .your mother made me take them away every year when we had appointments and I feed them to a memory demon." I couldn't believe it .over those 18 years .
"W-what ?!" I feel my eyes burning . No memories .no saving my mother.I feel eyes looking at me .i know they are worry ,they have become my family too . "You nephilims are allow to stay because of the hot one."
"Thanks" Jace ,izzy and Simon said
Magnus laughed and wicked at Alec .
We all stood there shook. Magnus was talking about Alec. I mean ICan't blame him . "And clary . Anyways I need to show you something."Magnus said
One last look over my shoulders .and I see a worried Alec & Simon.
We enter to a room full of incredibles paintings and one caught my attention a little redhead girl holding hands with a skinny brown haired kid both looking into the meadow .Simon & I . "Mom " I felt a harsh pain in my chest ." My mom sold you that...?"
"Umm yes I thought it was beautiful & I just wanted to help your mom." I slumped into the first coach I saw .
" Clary Fairchild you are the key to find the mortal cup.maybe I can try to negotiate with the demon I fed the memories too..." when Magnus said that I felt hope all over again.
"Could you do that for me ? Really?"I said to hopeful
"Yes biscuit maybe you don't remember me but I saw you grow up" he smiled a radiant smile.
••••
I needed to tell my friends about this new plan. I saw Alec sitting down on a chair.our eyes locked.no words.no expression needed .he stood up. drinking the remaining water while he was walking over to me and said "you look happy "he smiled while caressing my cheek I closed my eyes feeling relaxed for the first time in days . strange because I'm aware we are in a party. a loud one. I opened my eyes when I saw Alec looking at something .. I gasped .what I saw broke my heart.

SIMON POV
"Simon I got to tell you something it's important ." Jace said
"Is clary okay ? "
"The world doesn't move around clary " he rolled his golden eyes .
We sat in the only two empty chairs by the bar.
"L-Look Simon I-i have never felt this way about some one & you come a long with your stupid nerdiness ... a-and " jace stared at me. for a second looking angry at himself for getting nervous. I was frozen, from both fear and excitement.I hardly had a moment to react , jace had slammed his soft lips to mine and nearly knocked all wind from my lungs. It was a very sloppy kiss with the strong scent of old red wine .but i didn't stop it.
"Umm" I said feeling my face heating up . I have never thought a boy would kiss me. Or that I could ever feel something for a boy . jace lightwood.
"I don't regret feeling the way I do about you simon & i dont regret kissing you " he gave me a shy smile while blushing furiously .
"Mmm... j-Jace i'don-" I think for the first time I'm feeling something real with someone who isn't her.maybe loving then both...
" Simon i need to talk to you " clary said . "Don't you see we busy mundane "jace said irritated
" it's okay jace .i will talk to you later" I gave him a smile . Jace golden eyes widened for a second then he looked happy & I felt happy too.
CLARY'S POV
"What's wrong clary ?" He said
" You like jace ? Simon " Simon expression changed
"I'm so happy for you Simon.Will you forget about us &what we had because I won't. "
"Tell me how can I love two people at the same time ." He said sadly
"tell how to lose feelings for one"I said
"Anyways tell the guys we should leave.ima got start the van"Simon said ignoring what I said completely
••••
The whole ride home was quiet . We finally were at the institute .simon didn't get out
"Simon I'm sorry for what I said earlier  .you need to stay in the institute with us please .it's dangerous ."
" I can take care of myself fray"simon said
"Simon where you going.?" Jace said running up to the van .simon looked at him smiling " I'm just going to my mom's I miss her " he said
"But aren't you staying with us? "jace said worryingly 
"No I guess Im intruding to much." And he left.
"What did you do to him this time mundane ?" Jace said clearly frustrated
"Look I'm not a mundane " I couldn't help but run to my room .simon was hurting because of selfishness .
It's always been simon and I & no one else.
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