Pity

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This is gonna be in 1st person

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Alex's p.o.v

Everyday at school, people came up to me to say that they were sorry, and that if they could've done anything to prevent it, they would've.

Yeah right.

Ever since that day, when his heart rate went up, nothing has changed. It's been 5 days, and nothing has changed.

I lost hope.

I have cuts on my wrist, and tears everywhere. Everyday. 

I skipped school all this week. I stay at the hospital all day, by Thomas's side.

John was on a trip with his parents. He wasn't at school at the time of the shooting.

John called everyday. But I never answered. Life was flashing pass too fast. Too fast for me.

"He's going to wake up, I promise."

That's what the doctor says everyday.

"We're doing everything we can."

That's what the surgeons says everyday.

"Sorry."

That's what everyone else says.

I hate being pitied. I hate it when people are sorry for me. I hate it all. I hate people.

I love Thomas.

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Pleaseeee dont hate me, this chapter wasnt that longggg.     

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