You were sleeping deeply, profoundly engulfed in darkness. It's like you were resting somewhere with no lights and you had no body. Just you, your soul. Am I dead? You thought. No otherwise you wouldn't be asking yourself if you were dead.
But you could hear a sound somewhere out there, it was regular and sounded like a heart pounding. Suddenly you felt an electric shock going through you and every pain in your body awoken. There was a huge headache, that made you keep your eyes closed. Your muscles were aching too, all over your body but the place where you were hurt the most was in your back. One move or touch would make you scream. It was like someone stabbed you with a knife right in your spine.
The peace you were feeling was slowly fading and reality caught up. You could feel your body again, and people were talking around you. At first it was all a blur but you managed to understand after a few minutes. You could hear two people.
"I don't know when she'll wake up hyung. The nurse said she's covering but her body is still weak and she needs to rest a little more." A soft and familiar voice said. It was the voice that always made you feel safe and sound so now you felt happy even if you were sleeping.
"Taehyung has Chanyeol and hopefully he will talk to him to bring his reason back. I don't know how we would've done without him." said the second person here "Don't be mad at her though, she went to save her friend and Chanyeol threatened her, she's a young human so what could she do beside listening to him?"
"She should've told me hyung! I thought I would die of the sight of her bleeding like hell! She knows I would've done everything in order to protect her and her friend. Now I'm just happy Baekhyun was there in time when she ask for his help and not mine."
It sounded like soft voice was angry. And you didn't like that, was it against you? Please no.
The second one sighed and replied "You read her letter Jungkook. You know how she feels. Now put this aside and you will solve it once this is over. Let her rest and don't be too noisy kid."
"Okay Namjoon... where will you go?"Jungkook said.
Wait. Jungkook was here. Now was the time to open your eyes Y/N come on!
"I'll go to Taehyung's and figure something out, like we always do. I'll text you then. Take care of this one okay." and then Namjoon left.
You tried to breath deeply and open your eyes. Something moved on your hand and Jungkook talked "Y/N love, are you awake?" he took your hand and planted a soft kiss on it.
Slowly you managed to open your eyes. You thought the light would attack you but it was dark out there, it must be late then. Only a small lamp lightened the room you were in. But this wasn't a hospital, where were you?
"Jungkook..." you breathed "where am I?" you asked looking around you to check if you recognized anything but no, nothing.
"We're at Jimin's. We needed to take you somewhere no one would guess." And this no one was surely Park Chanyeol. "How are you feeling?" Jungkook asked while stroking your hair and looking into you eyes scanning you.
"A little dizzy I guess. I just need to wake up properly." you answered making a small smile, a reassuring smile.
Jungkook tempted to smile for you and kissed your brow.
"But how are you doing? What happened after Chanyeol..." you didn't had the words to finish your sentence.
"As soon as he stabbed you I took you away with Jimin's help and the others sticked with Taehyung to take care of Chanyeol. We let Baekhyun leave, he seems to have hearts in his eyes when he talks about Suzy." he frowned "why did you leave like that Y/N? I don't want to startle you but I need to talk about this."
"Jungkook... you know I didn't wanna leave you I-"
"But you did!" he shouted and calmed himself down "you. did. leave me Y/N. Right after I told you to never do it." he took out a sheet out of hi pocket "And this? Did you even listen to the plan? Because if you did you wouldn't have left in a hurry without warning us of the problem."
"Look Y/N... I know you're independant and strong but sometimes you need to trust me because you're not the only person concerned now. We're all in this thing, all of us are implied."
You looked at him with big eyes, that was the first time you saw him getting angry and he was angry at you. He was right though, but you thought Suzy was... no you were too tired for this. You just woke up and he's giving you a lesson? What's wrong with him right now? You hated fighting with the ones with love so you got up and dressed quickly.
"Yah what are you doing where are you going?" Jungkook asked concerned.
"Out of here. I can't fight with you right now Jungkook and none of us is going to admit right or wrong so I'd better leave quickly." you put your shoes on, then your jacket and you got out of the room.
"But where will you go? You're still hurt Y/N! You're stitches are new you can't risk breaking them!" He complained, following me outside.
"I'm going home okay! Where my mother must be sick worried about me and where I actually live! You are right Jungkook I'm not alone in this. My mother's here too, have you thought about her? Do you even care about her or am I just a pretty trophy?" And you stopped right there. Those words didn't mean anything, they weren't worth anything. But you were so pissed that you said it anyway. You sighed.
"Just give me some time." you asked gently, taking Jungkook's hand. He's face was defeated. He was still pissed, but now you made him sad too. Well done Y/N. But you wouldn't apologize now, next time only. This needed to be on his mind for a little, just like he blamed you for your own wounds.
You put yourself on your toes to reach Jungkook's face and kiss him on the cheek and then hugged him tight. Smelling his scent, your favourite scent in the whole world.
"I love you" he whispered "stay".
"I love you too Jungkook" and you walked away slowly.
