Chapter 16 [R21]

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"The course of true love never did run smooth" 

That's what shakespeare said. You guessed this was how we could describe your love story. And this time you weren't the one suffering for yours and Jungkook's love, but Chanyeol was in pain too. If only he could just forget you and start to live his life again. 

You were sitting on the bed of one of Taehyung's many rooms in this house, waiting for Jungkook to come back. He said they needed to discuss about what he thinks Chanyeol's plan is and supposely wanted you to rest because your head still hurts a little. "It's nothing I can't handle though" you talked to yourself. 

You thought about your life and the ones you had before and you wondered when would be your last and where your soul was gonna go. Can it stay beside Jungkook or will it go to heaven or hell? Were you gonna leave Jungkook alone forever? No this can't be-

"Head in the clouds angel?" your mate said while closing the bedroom door behind him. He grinned at your consufed and innocent look. 

"Come on, lay down with me babe." he told you with a low voice.

He layed and rested his head on a pillow and took you in his arms to put his hands on your waist while you put your head on his chest, breathing his scent and hugged him tightly. 

"I wanted to-" you two tried to talk at the same time and laughed widely and shyly at each other.

"Go first Y/N." he encouraged you. 

"I wanted to apologize for everything I said when we fought." you looked down "I told you things I didn't even think and I should've work with you through this. I know I'm not just a trophy to you and I hate being cold to you." you confessed.

He made you look upwards by taking you chin in this hand and looked at you softly. "I'm the one who should apologize angel. I got angry at you because you were worried and tried to help your friend. I should never blame you for that nor blame you for getting hurt in the process". He sighed. "Do you forgive me?"

"Of course. Let's just forget about this okay? That's not important but if you need forgiveness, I'll give that to you Jeon Jungkook. I'll give you everything, forever." you said quite sadly, still wondering when would be your last life.

He frowned at the tone in your voice. "Is there something on your mind baby? You seem concerned about something."

"Hm no no" you lied "but now that you ask, I do have a question. What's the plan your were talking about earlier with Tae? Chanyeol's plan." 

Now he was the one who tensed. "I don't really know, it's just that he said some suspicious things like seeing you in the after life or that he would be 'out of the game soon'? He just can't. As angel you're immortal, you're only allowed to leave if someone else takes your place. And vice versa you can only become one when another leaves. And as far as I'm aware of, the Deity isn't planning on recruting someone new." 

Was Chanyeol thinking about leaving? Wait- leave? What does this even mean? 

"What do you mean by leave?" you asked him "If an angel leaves, what does he become? Where does he go?" 

"Well... since your soul can't live a human life again, you die, like for real this time. It's heaven or hell. And don't be mistaken, even angels of death can go to heaven. I'm sure Tae will when his time will come, but he's far from it yet."

"And how do you become an angel of death?" 

"That's a lot of question darling." he laughed "Maybe I can answer another time? I just wanna lie in bed with you right now."

It's for another time then. Soon you hoped. You still needed tons of answers. 

Jungkook started stroking your back while murmuring some kind of lullaby, did he create this one? Maybe it was a new one. And soon enough you two fell deeply asleep. 

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When you woke up it was still dark outside and only the moonlight peered through the window. Jungkook's arms were still keeping your body close to his. You chuckled at yourself remembering why you woke up. It was actually one hell of a dream you just had, and a pretty spicy one. You didn't even care if it was a memory or not, this dream felt really, really good... in a special way. 

"Why this chuckle angel?" Jungkook suddenly said without even opening his eyes, his hands still on your waist.

"Jungkook you're awake!" you gasped. Shit shit shit I'm deep in trouble now you grounded yourself for the lack of discretion.

"Of course Y/N, I awoke to you moaning." he smirked and opened his eyes to look at you "And when you awoke I pretended to sleep." Now he was laughing.

"Don't mock me." you pouted.

"You're cute. Don't change the subject and answer my question babe. What did you dream of?" He asked with his low and seductive voice before hovering above you all of a sudden and putting his hands on each side of your head. He grinned "Did it look like this?" he whispered on your jaw, inhaling you and leaving small pecks all over your face. 

Your breath fastened and you put your hands on his chest "Not quite" you tried to push him slightly away "I can't tell you here Jungkook, there are people sleeping in this house".

He laughed "And you think that's what's gonna stop me?" "Now tell me. Was your dream more like this?" He now put long kisses on your neck, holding your chin with his hand. His wet lips now sucked on your neck leaving little bruises which he licked afterwards. 

You let out a small moan when he bit your earlob and felt him smile on your collarbone. "You want to make my dream come true? Just keep going Jungkook" you said after being turned on so much.

"That's my girl."  "May I?" he asked for your permission to take off your clothes. In a matter of seconds he had already got rid of your t-shirt and jeans and you're were left with only your bra and underwear on.

You on the other hand unbuttoned his shirt to reveal his muscled chest and he undid his belt. Soon his pants were on the floor with the rest of your clothes. 

You kissed him right away, putting your hand on his neck to deepen to kiss and he inserted his tongue, claiming you and put his hand on your lower back to put you even closer to him. 

Your breaths were heavy and not quiet at all as you started a hot makeout session. He was all over you, the weight of his chest on yours. He made you sit to take your bra off and slide down his hand to take your underwear off so you were fully exposed to him and then put his boxers down revealing himself.

He was on top of you again and positioned himself. "I'm about to make your dream come true Y/N darling." he breathed in your ear making you gasp. He parted your legs and put one hand on your thigh, the other beside your head and pushed into you which made him groan right away. He slid out and slowly but deeply entered you again and you grabbed his ass making him go deeper to prolonge the pleasure. His pace fastened and his thrusts became more powerful as your moans and his became louder. Like you two created your own music and the rythm was only gettin faster and deeper. 

He pounded hard into you, his thrusts were sloppy as he lost his control and begged for release. You two rolled over and you got on top of him going up and down on him. Riding him deep as his continued to thrust into you at the same time. He grabbed your hips to keep you in place. Your two breaths became one. 

He put one hand between you two to stroke your hood to make you come faster as he was near. You moaned out his name when you released and he got on top of you again and continued to thrust into you deeply leaving bites on your neck as he pinned your hands over your head and fell on you after he reached it. Leaving you two panting and trying to catch your breath.

"Well. This was unexpected." you laughed looking at him his head still resting on your stomach.

"That's what makes us feel alive love, the unexpected dreams come true." he mocked you chuckling.

"Then I'm gonna ask you to fulfill my wishes more often." you teased.

"Anytime angel."



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