On your way back home you thought about Chanyeol who was at Taehyung's house. How he changed in only a few days. Was he that much in love with you? It was really sad... because if angels can love only once, and Chanyeol happened to fall in love with someone meant to be with another person. Will he be sad his whole life? You didn't want this to end up this way. With those thoughts you couldn't be mad at him for what he did. Yes you were still afraid and suspicious with the story with Suzy but you weren't mad or angry.
You wondered how Taehyung was dealing with him at his house. Maybe you will pay a visit to them tomorrow. And check on the guys too, how they were doing with all this mess.
You arrived in front of your home after 30 minutes walk. Your back hurts like hell, but you have to hide this to your mother. If she ever found out she would go crazy and lock you up forever. Over protective but lovely mom.
Right before you opened the front door you received a text from Jungkook. You were happy and sad at the same time.
JEON JUNGKOOK: While you were recovering I sent a text to your mom through your phone. She thinks you and Suzy partied and slept at my place. You just enjoyed life and made new friends okay? I hope you'll get better soon, I love you.
You sighed. Jungkook once again saved your life, even in the easiest and most normal part of your life right now.
You opened the door and only the light of the living room was on. You past through the kitchen and the microwave showed 11:24 pm and your mother was asleep on the couch with a book on her chest and a mug of thea on the little table. You closed the book, put a blanket on her and turned the light off. You put the mug in the sink of the kitchen and wrote a note on the fridge for her tomorrow morning.
Mom I'm home! I decided to come back earlier, I missed you too much! I hope the couch is comfortable enough to spend the night on it. See you when I wake up! -Y/N.
First thing you did when you got to your bedroom was changing into your pyjamas, washing your face, brushed your teeth and went directly to bed.
Tomorrow you will go to Taehyung's house and check on everyone, even Chanyeol. You didn't know if Jungkook would be there or at his place and you didn't know how to make up with him yet.
Oh but wait. You forgot you had to go to school tomorrow... Okay then you'll go at Tahyung's right after school and you will work at the Butterfly after visiting Taehyung. Now was the time to sleep again. Your head pounded like crazy and you felt like your back was burning. But you couldn't manage to fall asleep because of all of those thoughts burdening you. So you counted the stars until you fell deeply and slowly asleep.
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The next day went by really fast. You got up, had breakfast with your mother who happened to be so happy to see you she even drove you to school, a thing she does very rarely. School was really normal, if that's how you describe boring. Suzy talked about Baekhyun all day, how he was weird in a good way since 2 days ago. How he wanted to be close to her and make her feel safe. They had great chemistry and it looked like he made her happy, so you were happy.
After school you had to go to work at the Butterfly. Will Taehyung be there and leave Chanyeol at his house? "I guess we'll see" you whispered to yourself.
When you arrived, your mother was putting the "open" sign on the door and was ready for the coming customers.
Your job was to make people feel comfortable with some music and maybe you would sing today.
You went on stage, no one was there yet, you sat on a chair made of wood and took the guitar. You warmed up. Today you will play both the guitar and the piano, it'll change your mind a little and make you feel better.
You played a lot of old melodies, singing along and laughing to yourself when suddenly you heard yourself playing a whole new melody. You stopped and murmured some lyrics that came on their own. You felt inspired and didn't want to forget it so you took a sheet of paper and wrote down the notes and the lyrics. You stayed like this for a few hours and when it was the time for customers to come you finished the song and put the sheet in your bag.
You sat in front of the piano and started to play for the people that kept on coming. The Butterfly was getting full.
"Having fun?" a deep voice interupted you while you were losing yourself in the music. You looked at the guy that said that, it was Taehyung and he winked at your shocked face. You raised you brows and smiled widely.
"Kim Taehyung! Wow I'm so happy to see you! How are you doing? And what are you doing here?" You said happily, still playing.
"I'm rather good, Hee Yeon helps through this mess of a story. Chanyeol was... hard at first but now he calmed himself down. The guys come to visit often and I'm here to work and check on you Y/N. Jungkook told me-"
"Thank you for checking on me. But instead of talking about our fight, would you like to come on stage with me?" This would make you feel better you thought. Taehyung was one of your best friends now and you wanted to enjoy his presence without talking about the multiples issues you were going through.
"On stage?" he laughed sincerely "that's a surprise but I can do that for you little Y/N. What am I supposed to do?"
"Hmm we could manage to sing and play a lot of things but I have one thing on my mind right now. Can you play the guitar? I wrote a song a few month ago and I would like to sing it for my mother. She deserves it and I've never sang this one to anyone before." you decided to sing 'Awake' a song you wrote after your father died. Maybe this would make your mom happy.
The song you just wrote right now would be for another time.
You gave Taehyung the guitar and took the mic. "Hello everyone I'm Y/N, the musician of this beautiful place and tonight I'm gonna sing a song to all of you with our dear friend Kim Taehyung." You looked at your mother "Mom, this one is for you"
Your mother deserved to know how you felt. You kept all this to yourself for too much time. Taehyung followed the sheets and played marvellously, he smiled kindly at you when your eyes crossed while you were singing and kept encouraging you.
You sang with your whole heart and you saw your mother's eyes tearing up while looking at you. Singing 'Awake' took a burden out of your shoulders, at least it was one of the many burdens you were caring right now.
You didn't cry while singing and didn't even felt like you needed to hold back. You just didn't need it and on the contrary, you were happy.
After this song your shift ended and you could go home. But you asked Taehyung if you could come to his house to check on the guys and see how Chanyeol was doing so he drove you there and when you arrived, all you could hear was Park Chanyeol screaming your name with his lungs.
