Chapter 15

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Jungkook's POV 

"I love you too Jungkook" Y/N said right before slowly walking away from me. I should go to her and hug her tightly, it's the only thing I need right now. But she's more important, and she needs time. But how much time? I wish I didn't shout at her and maybe she would've stayed here. 

I layed on her bed for a few moments deep in my thoughts when I remembered. She's going home at her mother's? I got my phone out of my pocket and texted her.

While you were recovering I sent a text to your mom through your phone. She thinks you and Suzy partied and slept at my place. You just enjoyed life and made new friends okay? I hope you'll get better soon, I love you.

There, I hope she won't get in any trouble.

"Where did Y/N go?" Jimin suddenly bursted in the room "I saw her leaving in a rush. Is everything okay between you two?" 

I sighed. "We got into a little fight so she left. It's actually hard to deal with a teenage version of her you know. She's still the same but she manages to surprise me all the time." 

"It's love Jungkook. You love her that's why it's so hard. How could we love if it's easy all the time? Just give her a few moments and go back to her and hug her like you're dying to right now." Jimin advised me.

"Thanks hyung, you're a real cupid aren't you haha. Then I'm gonna go home for a while and then go meet her." 

I tapped on Jimin's back and rushed out of his house. 

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First thing I did when I got home was to go in my sports room. I need to blow off some steam. I did some push-ups to begin, then I started boxing. 

I thought about every life I had with Y/N and how this one was one of the best and worst at the same time. Because she's always my love but this time I'm afraid this is her last life. After I turned into an angel and bought her some more human lives the Deity didn't guarantee she would become an angel. And if I lose her forever... No I will find something. Moreover now there is Park Chanyeol... how can I deal with this one? 

I felt my muscles starting to warm up and second thing I knew the punching bag flew through the room until it collapsed against the wall in front of me. I sighed. If only this could be Chanyeol.

I wonder where Y/N is right now. She may be still at the home chilling in those comfy pyjamas and singing while walking through the house. Or she may be to kind and go at Taehyung's to check on Chanyeol. No no no I have to stay here and listen to her.

Music would be good for me. I went to the music room remembering when I sang 'Beautiful' for her and then she played for me. I felt so at peace this night and sleeping next to her, I missed it so much, her body against mine.

This time I sat to play the guitar. I've worked on a melody lately and I think I might just have found the lyrics to it.

As I ended the song I realized I couldn't wait anymore, wether Y/N wants it or not I will go to her and make everything up.

I went to take a quick shower and I called Taehyung to check if I was right and Y/N did come to his house. And so it happened that I was right. I closed my eyes and clenched my fists. Why did she had to make it so hard and do the exact thing I didn't want her to? 

I drove as fast as I could to get to her and didn't watch the speed limit, it wasn't a car accident that was gonna kill me anyway. 

I knew Taehyung felt me arriving because as soon as I got out of the car he got out of his house to reach me.

"Don't be mad. She's alone in his room with him." He barely whispered "But she's doing a good job, he stopped shouting and she's only playing the guitar."

Wow. The urge of getting her out of there was incredible, away from this punk.

When we got close to the room I slowed my pace as I heard her singing. Was it... I know this melody. It's the one she created the first night she played for me.

"The dust that circles the earth, it flies through the air. If I were snow flying like dust, I'd be able to reach you a bit faster..."  she sang.

I heard her stand up and put the guitar down. I should come in now.

"I guess I have only one thing to do now." I heard Chanyeol sigh.

"Chan-" Y/N attempted to say.

"That's it I'm going in now" I groaned but Taehyung caught my arm.

"Jungkook don't do something you'll regret. And don't. scare. her." Hyung warned me with a serious tone and his brows frowning.

"Sh love, this is my last attempt to get you" he whispered lowly.

I got away from Taehyung's grip and bursted in the room sending the door banging.I saw Chanyeol leaning on Y/N and stuck her between his arms against the wall. 

"Back. Off. You punk." I said with a harsh voice "I won't say it twice." 

Chanyeol chuckled and went to lay down on the bed "See you in the after life then Y/N" he laughed out loud like a madman. 

In the after life? That just couldn't happen unless... wait no I'm not gonna think about this now. I gave my hand to Y/N for her to take it and so she did thank god. 

I immediately took her out of the room and when the door closed, I desesperately crashed my lips on hers. 

I cupped her little cheeks with my big hands and parted her lips to slip my tongue in and kiss her more deeply. She inhaled through the kiss and one of her hands gripped my shirt tightly to bring me closer as her other hand pressed onto my neck. 

We breathed each other's scent as if we hadn't seen each other for weeks. I broke the kiss to let her catch her breath and she held onto me to manage to stay up on her legs. 

"What- no. Thank you for getting me out of there. Even though I had this." she winked at me and I chuckled.

"Of course you did, but I needed to make an entrance and if the urge to kiss you wasn't this strong I would've punched him hard you know that?" I said with a voice half serious half relieved that she was safe and sound in front of me. 

"Then I'm happy you wanted to kiss me. And I'm happy you didn't punch him, put yourself in his shoes for a moment Jungkook-"

"We're not having this conversation now. Please just not now." I pleaded.

Before she could answer we heard a big bang in Chanyeol's room that made Y/N jump.

"Whyyyy Y/N?" he said through the door "why him? What does he have that I don't? And you Jeon Jungkook! The perfect and golden angel huh? I've lived twice as more as you new bird. I don't deserve this shit. I'll be out of the game soon enough though." he sighed.

"Let's go Y/N." I grabbed her hand and joined Taehyung in the living room. 

"What's with him again? You didn't do anything wrong did you Jungkook?" Tae asked me. 

"No not yet." I assured him. "But I think he has a plan and I'm worried he's gonna ask for the Deity's help."

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