The Last Time

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Chelsea's POV
I don't even know how to react. Ryan just made me so angry and now I don't even ever want to see him again. I should probably tell my grandpa to get him expelled. I don't even fucking understand where he got the nerve to think that he could yell at me in front of everyone it would be different if we were arguing in private I wouldn't care if he yelled but he made me look like the bad guy and then he said I didn't know what it was like to lose someone are ya fucking kidding me who the hell does he think he is.
Ryan's POV
After being carried to the car by that mother fucker I thought about going back up there but to avoid another hospital trip I decided against it. I went home Rosie was asleep damn I haven't talked to her in over a month. I went straight into my house and up to my bedroom where I laid in my bed for what seems like forever when the sun finally came up I turned the tv on to maybe try and fall asleep but nothing worked so I just layed there for hours and hours.
Rosie's POV
It was about midnight and being the loner I am I was home watching movies when a car pulled in which I thought was really strange and then someone came in the door it was Ryan I hadn't seen him in over a month we hadn't spoken in over a month he didn't say anything just went right up stairs into his room and he didn't come out. I could hear him still awake watching tv everytime i woke up.
In the morning we had a two hour delay because the Rutans likely called in and said to. Ryan still hadn't gone to bed so i went to his door and knocked. "Come in" he said i went into his room and he was laying on his bed starring at the ceiling he had bags under his eyes. Looked like he hadn't slept in a few days. I went over to his bed and sat next to him he sat up and moved over so i could sit next to him. We sat i silence for about 10 minutes then i said "are you ok" and he was like "she left me" "you wanna talk about it" "no not really" "ok" "you know why" "no" i said dumbly because he literally just said that he didn't want to talk about it. "She thought i was cheating on her because after she got out of the hospital she wanted to have a party in order to do that she had to have Shayla and Delaney plan so i went to get them and as i went to go in to get Shayla she came out and we fell and she landed on me and then Delaney saw us like that and then Chelsea got mad and stabbed Shayla and then she left, didnt tell me where she was going she just left and then she was gone for like 4 or 5 hours. And when she comes back for the party she has another guy with her we got into an argument i said something i didn't mean and now i lost her all becuase im an idiot." He didn't breathe for that whole time and i sat there for awhile thinking about what he had said. Then i said "well sounds to me like shes the one who needed to listen and be sorry not you" "it all my fault" he said and i said "according to her everything is all your fault" "its not like that" he said "it is like that and you know im right" he sighed. We sat in silence for about a half hour when i realized we had to get ready for school. We got ready in a matter of minutes and then we just sat in the kitchen at the table niether one of us knowing what to do. Then the bus pulled up so we ran to the end of the driveway to catch it we got on and went to school. When we got to school none of the Rutans were there. Most of the day was boring byt then at lunch all of the Rutans came in the lunchroom Jared looking pissed and they walked right over to Ryan who was sitting next to me and Jared said "what the fuck did you do to her" and Ryan said "what do you what did i do to her i didnt do anything i haven't seen her since Saturday night" "niether have we" Delaney said sounding super pissed off. "What do you mean you haven't seen her since then aren't you her family shouldn't you know where she is" Ryan said and Jared yanked him by the back of his shirt out of his seat i got up and followed then Jared pushed him up against the wall hard and said "what the fuck did you say to her becuase right after you left so did she and she hasn't come back yet she hasn't called or texted and her phone is in her apartment she couldn't get ahold of us if she needed us anyway and Klayton doesn't know where she is either she left when he was sleeping and its all your fucking fault you cheated on her and pissed her off you dumb fuck" "i didn't cheat on her it was a misunder..." Jared naiked Ryan in the stomach "well you're going to help us find her cause your the reason shes gone." Jared put Ryan down and he fell to the floor. Ryan sat there his head in his hands not knowing where the hell she could be.
Ryan's POV
We left school then and we set out to find her i couldn't think of anywhere she could be. But they kept asking me where she took me and the only place was the tree house. We searched every floor and we couldn't find her anywhere then it dawned on me when we were arguing I said that she didn't know what it was like to lose someone thats what set her off so she should be visiting Talan and Jessica. I turned to Jared "where is Talan's grave" Jared nodded and spun the gator to go off the trail and down another trail that was paved instead of dirt like the path we were on. We headed down that trail and lead to a mini graveyard and she wasn't there but there was a muddy trail leading away from it and we went down that path and there she was driving ridiculously fast and when she looked over and saw us she sped up and went through another little path into a big feild that was all muddy. She started doing donuts in the muddy and then she saw Jared getting close to her she met eyes with him and shook her head no. All of the sudden Jared stopped the gator and waited for Delaney who was behind us in another gator to pull up next to us Jared looked at me and said "she wants me to go away and leave the two of you alone here" he handed me the keys to the gator "don't make me have to kill you" he climbed into the other gator and they left and i looked at Chelsea and she met eyes with me this time and i could see she was crying then all of the sudden she stopped doing donuts and sped off into the woods i quickly followed her the trail was shitty i was slidding all over i couldn't imagine how it was for her cause she's crying she cant see for shit and not we were on a shitty path. She swerved around a deer and i did the same then she started to slow down and she went down abother path this one was even more shitty and she started to turn and watch me as she was driving not lookinf ahead of her at all and then all of the sudden there was a tree in the middle of the path and of course she didn't see it she hit it and her gator flipped crushing her underneath it. I immediately stopped and ran over to her. I couldn't see her under the gator but i could hear yelling "help me" i lifted the gator enough to lean it on the tree so i could get to her. When i got down nest to her i could reach her arms and could see that she only had on a tank top and short shorts. When i grabbed her hand she was shaking really bad she was almost vibrating. And so i started talking to calm her down "its ok im right here im not going anywhere" and she said "except hell get the fuck away from me" that wasn't what i was expecting then she pulled away from me and she reached up in the cup holder and took out a cup with a top on it took a drink from it then she said "want some" and handed me the cup i took it and smelled the top yup thats what i thought its full of alcohok that explains the bipolar attitude and the she reached up for my hand again and she just held my hand for a few minutes and then i said "you want me to get you out" and she said "ya ig but wheres Klay i don't want an asshole like you" that killed me on the inside and then she squeezed my hand really tight it kinda hurt and i could hear her brething heavy she was going into a panick attack and suddenly she was breathing very heavy and gasping for air. So i said "I'm gonna get you out ok just breathe" she started to try and calm down. I started to pull her out from under the gator but she started to scream and pulled me back down toward the gator when i moved her "go get help i can't be pulled out" she said as a tear ran down her face she must be in alot of pain and just ignoring it to talk to me. "I'm not leaving you here" i said in a protective tone "i won't" "well my leg is bleeding and if you keep trying  to move it your going to hurt me more do something do you have your phone on you" "ya" i said and she said dial this number i put it on keypad and listen as she said 345-6879 and she said "put it on speaker" it rang twice and the Jared answered "hello" he said "i need your help" she said pretty calmly "with what" he said "is Ryan bothering yiu i can make him leave" "no" she said "i linda crashed my gator" and then she giggled "and I'm stuck underneath it" "oh my god are you hurt are you bleeding is ryan with you can you feel your legs where are you" "I'm kinda hurt I don't know if I'm bleeding Ryan is with me he's holding the phone tjat i called you on and i can kinda feel my legs my whoel body is under this thing so thw sooner you get to the path behind the craft  barn with the sharp turn in it there was a tree down..." she started to breathe heavy "if you could hurry its starting to get hard to breathe" she literally is being so calm its not even funny she is starting to not be able to breathe and she is being so calm. Jared said "I'm coming I'll grab Jason and Bubba and we are coming hold on baby sis" she laugged again and then she said "you don't have to stay" "i do have to stay cause i need to you're ok and i can't live with myself not knowing that i made sure you were ok so Im not going anywhere becuase... because I love you" "you don't love me" she said in a nasty tone. "What do you mean I don't love you i have loved since the night we met" "if you loved me you wouldn't have cheated on me" she yelled "i didn't cheat on you it was a big miss understanding you were the one who may have cheated" "ya i did and the sex was better than you ever were" "you're such a fucking child i didn't cheat on you i fell on Shayla and your sister saw me and freaked out she didn't even listen to me and she didn't care to hear what either one of us had to say and then you got pissed and left" it was quiet for about 20 minutes and i said "hello are you not going to answer me" she didn't say anything for another 5 minutes "Chelsea" i said no reply panick ran over me like a bus and i didn't know what to do i could hear Jared on his way but he would kill if he got here and she was dead or passed out but i didn't know the extent of her injuries because i couldn't see her her hand was the only part that i saw of her i took her hand in mine and then felt for her pulse it was there but it wasn't as strong as it usually was. Jared and the other boys pulled up to the scene with Jennifer their Grandma and Grandpa and two gators pulled up behind them with Shayla and the rest of the adults in them the boys came up and said how long has she been stuck like this i didn't know so i said "about a half hour" "ok is she passed out" "ys i think so she stopped respondind about 15 minutes ago" "did she she was in any pain" "she said her leg might be bleeding and when i tried to pull her out she screamed in pain" "how was she handling the pain" "shes drunk she has no idea whats even going on" "are fucking kidding me" Jared  looked at the other boys and they flipped the gator over with the help of a few of the other adult guys and there she layed with a piece of medal right through her abdomen and another in her leg she was still holding her beer though and she was smiling in her sleep. Jennifer went over and examined her and said "we need an abulence now shes losing alot of blood somebody go get Koda we are gonna need him and get him here quickly. The next hour was a blur the ambulance came and instead of me going with her Klayton rode with her and Koda and when we got to the hospital we sat in a waiting room as they took Koda's blood they actually took it three times he was alittle faint afterwards but she needed all of it and she was going to be ok but there was one thing that caught my attention she was going to be ok and her baby was going to be ok. Baby that word kept ringing through my head baby who's baby is it me and Klayton both looked at each other when that was said Klayton smiled i swear to god if that baby is his i may kill him we have to see how far along she is so we know whether that baby is mine or hers and then the nurse came out and said "she's gone into a coma you cam go see her but only in twos" the family went in in two Jared and Koda were first and they were in there for awhile everyone else when in and then last was me amd Klayton and we had the night shift we were to stay the night and we got in and both took a chair and sat next to her on opposite sides holding one of her hands each. We sat in silence for awhile then i said "she never told me about you can i ask what your guys' history is" he smirked you wanna know all of it or the shortened version" "all of it" i said "well" he began "we had been best friends for years secrelty of course becaus her family doesn't accept anyone and their not allowed to have friends so she would say she was going to her boyfriends which was really coming to see me and we would party together and go around with each other she used to need a break from being a Rutan every once in awhiel after a few weeks we started to grow closer and started to catch each other starring and when she caught me at about two months of our friendship she said "why don't you grow a set and tell me why you are always starring at me" and i said maybe becuase i know you won't feel the same way" and she goes "oh really maybe you should try me" as she said this she climbed on my lap and i said "maybe its becuase i might like being around you" and then she leaned down and kissed me and things got pretty heated so we had to stop she wasnt going to have sex with me the first time we confessed our interest in each other. And after that she spent almost everyday at my house we started skipping school together and eventually began to have sex and when kinda got pretty attached to each other pretty quickly and then we found out that she was pregnant and that it was obivously mine so we basically moved in together and she literally is like the best girlfriend ever she did my laundry abd dishes and she cleaned the house packed my lunch and i tild her over and over that she didn't have to do that and she let me do basically whatever i wanted and then i went out drinking one night and was too drunk to drive myself home i called her to come get me and being as amazing as she is she cane and got me and when she got there all i wanted was her and everything about her was making me lose my mind she got me into the truck and i sat in the middle seat in the front and she got in next to me to drive and i couldn't keep my hands off her i was all over her and she looked at me for one second and told me to wait until we got home and then all of the sudden there was another truck headed for us and she swerved out of the way and we crashed and she lost the baby and after we lost the baby we drifted apart we didn't talk as much and eventually we broke up but ive always been there for her and weve had the occasional hook up between her boyfriends but she knows we aren't good for each other" he smirked after that and i needed to know why that was so i asked "can i ask why you aren't" and he says "because we tend to be too rough with one another we literally fist fight but she always wins and in the end we usually forget about it anyway but thats not a way to live and she knows that" "oh" i said unsure of what else to say cause what are you supposed to say. And then it was silent in the room we both just starred at her for hours in silence when she must've drifted out of her coma and into just sleep because she began talking in her sleep and it sounded as though she was arguing with Klayton because she said "you can say it when we lost the baby" and the she said something about it being her faukt because she crashed the car and then Kalyton started talking filling in the sentences in between her yelling and he was said "if i hadn't been all over you  wouldn't have crashed the car" and she said "i could have just gone with you in the first place" and i sat there totally confused how did he know what she was dreaming about and i said "how do you know what you're saying in her dream" and he said because she isn't dreaming shes replaying a memory of when we made up on Saturday" you guys really argued when you made up and then she swung her fist in the air and he said "and this is where the sex scene beguns we should probably wake her now" he looked ki da embarrassed by me figuring  out what goes down behind closed doors we woke her up and she layed there starring at Klayton for awhile then she starred at me and she looked confused and she grabbed Klaytons hand and pulled him down for a kiss and then she said "who's the other guy in here" my heart literally dropped out of me and i sat there in shock what does she mean who am i fuuuucccckkkkk.

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