This Book is Full Of RandomSHIZZZ!!! | MC:SM

*deeeep siiigh*

*PLEASE MAKE SURE TO WATCH THIS VIDEO FIRST*

Okay. Let's just say that, I can relate to this video, SO much.

Remove the eating disorder part? Bam! That's me everyone!

I'm sure others feel the same way too.

And, others have been telling their story too, because of that video.

I guess there's nothing really I can say that is much further than that. I mean, that pretty much sums it up I guess.

Except, I have been cutting myself lately.

I have attempted to cut deep, and succeeded twice. Xparalysed_memoriesX was right.

Once you started cutting yourself, it becomes an addiction. It's hard to let go, since you got used to it and somehow enjoy it. Since I've cut deep, I've been wanting to cut more and more deeper than that. Sometimes I get scared to do it, so I always tell myself,

"Don't be such a coward you bitch! Just do it! Prove that you're not a weak bitch!"

I'm not trying to get or, I'm not asking for any attention, at all. But since others are doing it, I guess this is the perfect time to say it too.

Now it looks like depression is a trend.

It's not. It's not a trend.

I'm just saying, that since Jaiden already made a video for it, and I relate to it SO much, why not share my voice to others too, right?

I know no one would care about me, talking about my problems. I don't care if you don't care.

But hey! I guess it's good to let it out....