Bellarke Oneshots and short stories😉

Love is Weakness

Clarke Griffin. Bellamy Blake.

Two names, two different people. Nobody could ever have disliked each other as much as they did....did you spot that? Did....yeah well not now.

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Together, they had been walking to the grounder camp for about an hour. Although, they were much better at getting along, Bellamy had recently felt a spark light between them, whenever they spoke. He knew, that there was no right time to say anything nor did he want to; to risk losing Clarke is something he doesn't want to risk, even if it means just being friends.

However, this wasn't the thing on Bellamys mind- well it is, there's just a bigger issue.

" Can I ask you something??" Bellamy dares to ask; Clarke rolls her eyes to the back of her head, already sick of this on going conversation.

" We are not talking about this again Bellamy." She orders, walking a few paces in front of him so she can try and ignore his presence .

" Why not?" He pouts stopping in his tracks, which Clarke notices by the lacking of rustling leaves. She turns around, determined to end this one and for all

" Because, i said so." She answers

" Yeah...after you talked with Lexa- what do you have a thing for her or something." Bellamy didn't mean for it to come out like that but it did and that's how he felt. But, instead of Clarke shouting at him for absurd accusations, her face turns red with anger and it's only been seen by Bellamy when the grounders took Finn and killed him.

" Excuse me." She says disgusted

"You heard me Princess, do you have a thing for the commander." Bellamy's confidence grows, along with sadness- he really doesn't want her to say yes but she can't know that. He takes a step closer to her, for a minute he thinks Clarke might hit him but he'd let her- he shouldn't of asked anyways, it's non of his business; it doesn't mean he's not curious though.

" No," she answers, the hurt eating her insides out," How could I like someone like her?" Clarke asks him, tears on the verge of falling," Tell me, how I could like someone like her Bellamy?" She asks louder

" I don't know, the way you act around her, how she influences you-"

" SHES THE COMMANDER BELLAMY!" She shouts at him

"So?" He shouts back, not understanding the logic

" People follow and respect her okay, our people follow me-us. I hate to admit it to your cold self but people respect her because she knows what she is doing, so I take her advice." Clarke finishes

" So what was this great advice anyways?" Bellamy asks blinking away a tear which Clarke sees. 

Clarke's mind races at Lexa's words: Love, is weakness. Clarke was sending Bellamy to Mt. weather to show strength. But if Clarke wanted it her way, Bellamy would be home; she can't. She can't show weakness. Everything begins to click in her head, Lexa called Clarke weak for not sending him and Love is weakness. It all makes sense.

" Clarke?" He asks," What did she say?" He repeats

" I was being weak Bellamy." Clarke answers and they resume their walk

" She said this?" The anger obvious to Clarke at Bellamy reaction

" I said it. Lexa just helped me understand." Clarke looks up, as if answering her own questions

" Your anything but weak, Clarke." Bellamy says sternly

" No, I was." She smiles but ashamed

" How did she change your mind?"

" That doesn't matter."

" Just answer the question princess." Clarke doesn't answer so Bellamy continues," Ok, so it's not important enough even when your sentencing me in a suicide mission." He says coldly

Those words alone had done it for Clarke. She was sick and tired and pissed. Her volcanic emotions erupted out of her and exploded all onto Bellamy.

" DON'T YOU DARE!" Clarke shouts, not caring that there could be anything out there

" WELL IT'S TRUE, YOUR SENDING ME ON A SUICIDE MISSION AND NOT GIVING ME A GOOD REASON WHY!" He screams back

" DON' T YOU THINK FOR ONE SECOND THAT I LIKE THIS, THAT I WOULD WANT TO SEND YOU UP THERE- LIKE HELL I DON'T!" Clarke shouts even louder than Bellamy, her voice raw

" THEN WHY ARE YOU THEN?" He shouts, even louder than Clarke

" Because I love you." Clarke's voice croaks and she gasps as the words leave her mouth: there's no going back now; even with all her anger, Bellamy Blake smirks.

" You love me??" He repeats with amusemenT

" What," Clarke stutters," N-no. I don't- Bellamy listen I was being weak." She tries to convince him

" You said Lexa told you that Love is weakness, you told me you were being weak by not wanting to send me to Mount Weather " Bellamy folds his arms trying to figure everything out.

" Okay then. Fine. Look it's stupid and I get it ok. That you don't want it and-" Clarke begins to ramble but Bellamy forgets to listen. He's too taken back that the first girl he's ever loved-apart from Octavia- loves him too and he's lost for words.

" Shut up." He says a bit coldly, Clarke scrunched her face up in confusion but stops talking.

" Bellamy.. you don't have- you don't need to say anything. I just needed to tell you incase I don't see you again" Clarke says getting lost into his eyes. He starts laughing. Clarke's confusion merges with embarrassment because the boy she just told that she loved is laughing in her face at her- or so he thinks

" Why are you laughing at me??" She asks like a little child

" Because." Is all he says

" Bellamy, what is there to laugh about- you are going on a suicide mission here and your laughing?" Clarke completely changes her tone," What on this shit hole of a planet could make you want to laugh." She continues on and on but she's abruptly stopped.

" You." He says softy, rubbing his thumb over her cheek, he thinks for a second but he knows he won't get another chance. Pressing his lips to hers, Bellamy feels her smile against it, which makes him smile. Clarke could feel fireworks going off inside her and the heat of his touch: sensational. They had been so patient. Waited so long. Whenever, they thought about it someone interrupted them but now, here they are. They'd longed for each other for an eternity, before they even knew each other. It felt electrifying and that hole in Bellamy's heart was beginning to heal

They moulded into each other perfectly, it was a work of art.

Only for oxygen, they broke apart and Clarke lay her head on Bellamy's chest, still smiling.

" It took you long enough." She looks up into his beautiful eyes

So this is my first chapter of my one-shots book and I'll be updating every Wednesday xxx
It'd actually weird to think we're over half way the wait until season 5😱😱