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Bellamy lay silently, on the couch. Asleep but not, he could hear the faint strokes of a pen writing. He didn't bother looking, opening his eyes to see who it was because he already knows it's Clarke. Who else's room could he ever crash in at night??

He listened to the sounds of Clarke's slow breathing as she wrote the names of people they knew down. He knew, that she wasn't selfish for their people- he knew she wouldn't put them on it because, he knew there were people who deserved it more.  More than him- it's just unfair she isn't on but every chance he gets, he'll try and get her on it.

Bellamy heard her sobbing quietly to herself, although he didn't know why she was crying,  he needed to know what was upsetting her. It was like an alarm. So, with that he stood up immediately and walked over to her. She sat there in the chair, tapping the pen against the desk before letting herself fall apart in front of Bellamy.

He placed a comforting hand on her shoulder and she returned the favor by covering her hand on top of his. He scanned the list, seeing people's names on he recognized but he understood why there were some names not on that he would like to have be there - this was about survival not friendship groups.

Once he reached the bottom he blinked, taking back a little. There it was.

99. Bellamy Blake

She had wrote his name down, he wanted to ask why but there was a more important question to him...was why wasn't she on?

" Clarke, why am I on this??" He asked first leading up to his next question.

However, he couldn't care a less about her answer, Clarke Griffin's name would be on that even if he had to knock her out to do so- he cared for her too much and everyone but her could see that.

" They need a leader, a good one." She says simply, as tears flow silently from her puffy eyes

" Put your name on." He orders softly

" Bellamy I can't-"

" If I'm on that list your on that list." he states, removing his hand so he can talk to her face to face.

" Write it down." He repeats

" Bellamy I-"

" Write it down or I will." He states softly.

He knows how stubborn she is, so with that he snatches the pen from Clarke, even though she disagrees, and writes her name down as the 100th and final one.

She sobs a little more and rests her head on his hand, several minutes later she leaves the room to get cleaned up. They don't see each other again until the following day.

..........

Bellamy slept on the couch that night, and Clarke took the bedroom. They regularly would sleep at each others rooms; normally, they would tell people because they had things they needed to discuss about Ski-Crew. Some people just thought they were screwing each other, but Bellamy and Clarke would both be lying if they said they hadn't thought about it at least twice: but they were so much more to each other than that.

The real reason though was because neither one of them wanted to be alone at night anymore- Bellamy had stopped his one-night stands since Clarke returned to camp after Mt. Weather.

Clarke had already left to meet her mom for breakfast, she had let Bellamy sleep but left a note as usual. Bellamy had woken after Clarke left and decided to get some more sleep, but in her bed since she was out- neither of them were bothered about this: sometimes the roles were reversed.

A while later, Bellamy was still asleep, and a loud, hungover Jasper and a sober Monte walked into Clarke's room, unaware of a sleeping Bellamy next door.

" Jasper this isn't a good idea." Monte whispers

" Relax Monte, Clarke isn't here..I'm pretty sure I over heard Clarke talking about a list her and Bellamy were gonna make. I just want to find it." He slurs

" What if Bellamys here??"

" If Clarke and Bellamy are screwing each other like everyone already thinks then he would leave before people wake up, see no ones here." And with that Bellamy woke but to save some uncomfortable questions he stayed behind the door: out of sight.

" Found it." Jasper says too loudly and unfolds a piece of paper.

"You found the list.." Monte says attempting to snatch it off Jasper  and failing while he reads It, at this point Bellamy comes into the room.

" Looking for something boys." He says leaning against the door, with his arms folded

" So you are screwing Clarke then!!" Jasper shouts

" No." he rejects and Bellamy goes to take the paper but Jasper has already finished reading it.

" Wow Bellamy!" He shouts," You've put yourself on the list have you...oh and Clarke is also on, I bet she wrote this." He says

" What?" Monte asks," I'm Sure there's a good reason ." He says defending Bellamy

" Well apparently your not good enough Mon." Jasper says handing him the paper

" Monte.." Bellamy states to slow

" Hang on, Clarke's name is in your handwriting Bellamy- what happened??" Monte asks ignoring the fact he's not on it

" I told her, if I'm on it she's on it. I'm not getting in this thing, if she isn't. That's how it's gonna work." He says and snatches the paper

" Ar how cute." Jasper says sarcastically

" I'd appreciate it if you didn't say anything. Obviously, this isn't the plan god I hope it's not because I don't deserve to get to live but it's just the back up incase nothing works."

" I won't say anything but I'm pissed I'm not on." Monte says rolling his eyes as he walks out the door.

" Thankyou." He replies quietly

" We're running out of time Bellamy. Don't wait to tell her how you feel, you'll regret it ok." Monte says as he carries Jasper out.

" OR YOU'LL END UP LIKE ME." Jasper shouts from outside.

He chuckles to himself.

Is it that obvious, that I'm in love with my co-leader that even them two can even tell. He thinks to himself.

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