Roses & Lilies (4)

Hey...

Um, so, uh...
Haven't been in a great mood lately.
Haven't been in a great mood all year, actually. I've kinda given up on myself, my friends and family, and my life itself.
There's not really anything that can help me out of this situation. Lots of sleepless nights, painful days, harmful thoughts. Kinda sucks to be on this side of the line, y'know? Makes me feel as if it's even worth it to wake up in the morning.

Guess this could all be considered depression. Everyone goes through some tough days, but no one goes through some tough months, some tough years.
I've been better, certainly, but these days there's hardly anything that makes me smile.

So, uh, yeah. I've decided I should probably leave Wattpad, all social media. Lose some contact with the world so that maybe I can sort out my priorities. I won't leave forever, just at least until I see some lighter days. Um, probably around late May I'll be back. School has a lot of play in anxiety, depression, stress. Honestly hate it, haha.

Yeah, I'll ... I'll see you guys around if I ever raise up any energy to get on my phone. I'll certainly miss you all, I hope at least some of you will stick around to when I return.

Not looking for any attention, I promise. Even confident, self-absorbed Rain can fall into a pit of depression. Just wanted to explain any absence in my activity, which there certainly will be an absence.

I haven't been happy with myself lately, and I hope you understand.

Hiatus:
April 8th - May 25th