Let It Go. (O2L Book 1)

Catching up & Fights

Autumn' POV

I was in the lobby of the hotel waiting for Sage and her friends. I was talking to the lady at the front desk when someone jumped on my back. "Hey whore." they said. "Hey slut." I said back. The lady at the front desk who's name was Karissa looked at use weirdly. "What!?" I asked her. She just shook her head and gave us room keys. Sage jumped off my back and we screamed and hugged. "I haven't seen you in forever." I told her. "Its been three weeks." Sage said laughing. "A very long three weeks when the she-devil comes over with her new boyfriend." Sage rolled her eyes. Someone came up behind Sage and tapped her on the shoulder. "Oh yea." Sage said. "This is Bryanna, Joey, Alexa, Taylor, Jenn, and Sydney. " Pointing at all of the girls. "Guys this is Autumn." she said putting her arm around my shoulder. "Hey." I said. We took are stuff up to the 5th floor where are room was. We put all of our stuff in the room and we were just hanging around when Alexa said "Hey Sage, Autumn we are going to the boys room. Do you want to come?" "No I'm good." I told them. "Go on ahead, go have fun but not to much fun you guys have boyfriends in LA." Sage said. They laughed and walked out of the door. "How is Rosé?" Sage asked me.

"She's good she's dating my brother Eli."

"Aww that's so cute."

"That's why your monster of a mother and her devil boyfriend are always at the house."

"Yea about that. She's not my mother."

"I know you don't like her but she is your mom."

"No she's not!" Sage snapped

"What did I miss?" I asked

"We'll you see."

Sage told me the whole thing. "So you were adopted?" I asked. "Yupp." "But look on the bright side that bitch isn't your mother and Cameron fucking Dallas is your twin brother!" I screamed "Keep it down they are right next door." She whispered-yelled. "Now that you say that you two do look a lot alike." I said teasing her. "Do not."

Sage's POV

I told Autumn everything that happened between me and Connor. Me and Aaron. The accident. Me being Cam's twin. She was shocked at some of it but what she was shocked at was Haylee and Aaron. "Hold on." I said. "Why didn't you seem surprised when I told you Haylee had sex with Aaron."

"Well I kinda already knew."

"You knew and you didn't tell me!"

"I'm sorry! But I wasn't the only one all of the other boys knew to!" She was getting frustrated and when she does she takes things out of proportion.

"Calm down." I told her.

"No you were never my friend!"

See what I mean by taking things our of proportion.

"You blame me for this when it wasn't my fault! You know what I'm done!" She screamed slamming the door. Great I lost everyone. I just lost my boyfriend that I still love. I lost my best friend. And by this point all of the guys and the girls were In the room listening to our conversation. Now everybody hates me. Even my own twin brother, after telling me still didnt stick up for me. They all just gave me disapproving looks and walked out of the room. I can't take it every more. I grabbed the blue box and took out the shiny razor and went I the bathroom. I slid the razor back and forth on my wrists and thighs until they were pretty deep. Then I grabbed the medication I have for depression. The voice in my head was telling me not to do it but I have to. I lost everyone. No one cares anymore. Im a mistake. I grabbed the bottle and dumped it in my hand. There was about 13 pills left. Better than nothing. I put all of the pills in my mouth and took them. The next thing I knew my sobs turned quiet and the years I saw turned black.

-----Authors Note-----

Hey guys!

Well that was depressing.

Sorry for the sad chapter.

Poor Sage.

I hope you guys like it!

And I'm sorry for taking so long to update.

Thanks for all of the reads and the support.

I love you all!

~Mackenzie 🐹~