Let It Go. (O2L Book 1)

The News

~Sage's POV~
I was up in my room just dancing around like an idiot when my mom called me down. "Coming" I yelled. When I got down stairs my mom and dad were in the kitchen while Rose and Keigan were sitting on the island. "Take a seat honey" my dad said. I was scared we barley ever all talk like this, and why does Keigan look so sad? What don't I know? "Honey" my mom started to say, but she stopped, she looked over at my dad who just gave her the "you can do it" look. What is going on? I asked myself. "Honey, your dad and I are getting a... we are getting divorced." When I heard that my heart literally shattered, it felt like I was just pushed off a cliff. "What?" I managed to choke out. That's why Keigan wouldn't look at me and Rose was about to cry. "Honey I am really sorry, but we figured that when we get the divorce you and your brother move in with your dad." my mom continued to say. "Sweetie" my dad said "You have three weeks to pack up all your stuff for California." My heart shattered even more if that was possible, I was moving away from my mom, my friends and worse my sister. I have always wanted to go to California but I wanted the whole family to go, my mom, dad, Keigan, Rose and I, not just half of us. I couldn't take it anymore, I ran up to my room and just cried into my pillow. My family was breaking up, the love was just not there anymore. I could tell that my parents weren't getting along that well but I never thought they would get a divorce, better yet I never thought they would spit up the family and move half way across America. I love my dad, probably a little more than my mom, and she knew that, that's why she making Keigan and I move in with dad, because she's closer to Rose than she is to us, than me. My mom and I were never close because I wasnt the girly girl she wanted. I never wore dresses unless I had to, I rather go skateboarding with my friends than to the spa to get my nails done. I was never what my mom wanted, I was a mistake. My mom doesn't want me, that's why she's shipping me half way across America. That's when I did it, I went to my dresser and took out the little blue box which had my razor in it. I normally don't cut, I just kept incase I needed it. I opened it and took out the shiny razor, I slide the razor back and forth on my wrist, it hurt at first but I got used to the pain. It actually felt good, I slid it back and forth until I stopped crying. When I was done I took the cloth and carefully cleaned up the blood on my wrist, when I was done with that I put cover up on my wrist so you couldn't see the cuts. This is gonna be the worst month of my life.
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Authors Note
Yay! A longer chapter. I hope you guy like it. I might update another chapter later tonight. I also changed some stuff in the previous chapters, so you might want to go back and read those. Don't forget to follow me and vote! Love you all!