A Secret Biological Part of Me

Chapter Fifteen

Amaya sat on her cold bed, using her foot to mess with the first aid kit that sat in front of her bed. She glanced at her phone. 

Meanwhile with Hokuto, he stood in his room, dying his wet hair with a sigh. He then heard his phone ring so he went over and picked it up, glancing at the number. "Hello?"

"Is this Hokuto?" Amaya asked, sitting on her bed.

"It is Ms. Fuji. Is there something . . . wrong?"

"I just needed somebody to talk to. T-that's all."

"You were getting lonely I presume?"

"I guess you could say that."

Hokuto stay silent for a couple of seconds until he asked, "How you feeling?"

"I'm not all depressed as I was many days ago." Amaya replied. "What made you ask?"

"Ms, Fujimoto is also doing well herself. I visited her yesterday and she didn't speak at first but then I got her to by being nice. I also told her about Ms. Shibuya's absence which came as a shock. Besides the non-speaking part, she is doing fine."

"Well it was one week after her attempt." Amaya implied. "Um . . . is everything okay with her?"

Hokuto paused and then with a deep breath, Hokuto explained everything he was told. Amaya tried so hard not to cry while he was talking and when he finished, Amaya took a deep breath, still holding in her tears and then whispered, "I see."

"Ms. Fuji, are you okay?" Hokuto asked.

"Yep." Amaya whispered. "I just miss my sister."

"We all miss her. No matter how long we've been gone from her."

"You don't understand Hokuto. This is the manyth time I've been separated from my sister for hospital and surgical reasons. I hate it. I want my sister back. I want her here with me forever. I'm sick of her bring separated from her." Amaya cried.

"Ms. Fuji. I must ask you to listen to me. I do understand that you are tired of it but I'm sure the separations have a useful purpose for your sister. Separation is hard. I know how it feels. However you must not drown in sorrow as you wait for her return. She loves you a lot and she would like to see you do well while she is gone. She is your sister."

With that in mind, Amaya started to cry. Hokuto kept quiet, letting her cry for a few minutes. However she then yelled, "This isn't okay! I know this is for her own good but where the hell are my feelings?! I love her and I want her! I need to make everything up to her that I caused since I'm so stupid!" 

"Ms. Fuji." Hokuto quickly replied.

Ignoring him, Amaya continued to cried as she yelled, "I want my sister! I'm such a dumb idiot! Due to me being so stupid I ended her up in the hospital! I caused much of this and if I didn't walk out of the picture like the stupid fool I am, none of this would of-" 

"MS. FUJI!" Hokuto roared.

Amaya silenced herself but continued to cry as Hokuto spoke. "I understand that you feel just as much pain as she does but I'm sure she does not want to see you upset. There is more to her suicidal reasons than the ones you are giving me. You are no fool Ms. Fuji nor are you stupid. You are a young lady who is still learning in life as your learning will never stop until the day you die. I'm sure Ms. Fujimoto wants you to be happy just as much as her. I shouldn't be expecting to find you suicidal tomorrow when I come to see you. Right?"

Amaya curled her lips as tears ran down her face. She nodded once and whispered, "Y-yes."

"Shall I give Ms. Fujimoto your warmest of greetings if I see her before you?" Hokuto asked.