A Smile Can Hide It All (A Harry Styles Fanfiction)

I'm Sorry

Stella's POV:

"I have to go back Harry. I can't do it. I need to be there for Jane." I said in between sobs.

I was lying on the couch, make-up smugged all over my face and my hair was a mess.

I looked miserable.

I was feeling miserable.

"Stella I...I don't know what to say. But I'll always be here for you." He said, and although I was thankful for that, it didn't make me feel any better.

"Thanks Harry, but I-I need Ty." I said, still sobbing.

He looked upset for a second but then quickly stood up and went to the kitchen.

I just layed there on the couch.

I grabbed my phone and looked at it.

I went on twitter and my eyes filled up with tears.

"HARRY!" I yelled, panic evident In my voice.

This day just kept getting worse.

He came back running, a worried expression on his face.

"What's wrong?!" He asked.

I showed him my phone and as soon add he saw the screen his eyes widened.

"Oh no..." He whispered.

I was shaking at this point.

"I KNEW THIS WOULD HAPPEN! HOW COULD I BE SO DUMB?!"  I yelled furiously, my voice mixed with frustration and anger.

Harry looked absolutely terrified.

"Stella I-I'm so sorry! This is all my fault! I'm so stupid! " He said.

"I need to leave this place. I'm going back to New York tomorrow." I said, standing up and walking over to the first room.

"Stella wait I-"

"No. I'm leaving and that's final." I said, my words bitter and dry.

I walked in the room and slammed the door.

I can't believe it. I knew I should've stayed away.

Now Ty's going to hate me.

I won't have anyone.

Sobs again.

I tried to calm myself down and texted Ty.

I'm sorry

I waited for a reply.

it's ok.

My eyes watered. It wasn't ok.

no it's not.

He didn't reply to me that night.

***

"I'm sorry. It's not your fault. But I have to go. There's too much going on right now. You've helped enough. Thanks. Goodbye." I said and while walking away.

"Bye." Harry whispered, and I walked into the plane.

I fell asleep the whole time and was woken by the voice of the pilot telling us we were here.

I did the usual airport stuff, then took a cab and went home.

I had to go back to school tomorrow but I wasn't sure I wanted to.

I don't think Ty and me would be sitting together anymore.

I put my bags on the floor and just went to bed.