Jealous. L.H

chapter 18

Lukes been home for a few weeks and a lot has happened. Calum, Michael, and Ashton got girlfriends. Taylors with michael, and this girl Chelsea is with Calum, and Ashtons dating bryana. Me and Bry are super  close already, and me and Taylor are almost as close. Lukes doing better, nothing to serious, but i miss him so much. Right now, its late and everyones out partying and its just Calum and I, and we got drunk ourselves. "Chelsea is such a hoe," Calum says, giggling. "Calum!" I laugh loudly and lean on his shoulder. "I kinda miss Luke," i sigh and he looks at me. "I can stop that from happening," he says nervously, looking me up and and down. "What-" he presses his lips to mine and im shocked, but kiss back anyway. We stand up, not disconnecting our lips, and slowly make our way to the bedroom. EMMA WHAT ARE YOU DOING STOP. I completely ignore my conscience, while Calum slowly lifts my shirt up. You can guess what happened next.

I wake up, feeling gross, and look over to see Calum. What? I widen my eyes and lift the blanket, seeing us both without clothes. "Calum, wake up," I grab a shirt and shorts and shake him. He yawns, "Goodmornin- Emma? Why am I naked?" He looks at me and widens his eyes, "No, we didn't, we couldnt of!" I think of Luke and break into sobs. "Im a terrible person, Calum! I cheated on Luke! Why would i do that? I love him for christ sake!" I smack my head continuously, and Calum pulls my hand down. "Emma, i know this was a mistake, but you gotta tell Luke," I shake my head, still sobbing, "I cant, Calum! I dont want him to hate me!" I bury my head in my hands. "Its okay, Emma. He gets back tomorrow, just explain that we were drunk, and it was a mistake," Calum is totally fine and i dont understand. I decide to text Bryana. "Get to my room. ASAP"
I tell Calum to leave and Bry walks in. "Whats up?" She sits down next to me and i sigh, telling her the whole story.
"Seriously, Emma?! Lukes gonna be pissed! How did this even happen?" She keeps rambling and i butt in, "We were drunk! It was a mistake!" I cry, rubbing at my face. "Aw come here," she pulls me in a hug, and i get a text.
Baby <3 : Ill be home tonight! Feeling better and got an early flight:) cant wait to see you, lysm.:)).  "Oh god," I start sobbing again and Bry rubs my back, "Shhh... just don't respond. And just know, im always gonna be here for you, no matter what," I smile at her and tell her im gonna shower. 

Its 8:09 and Luke is gonna be home any minute. I texted him saying i needed to tell him something before he comes inside and he was confused, but said ok anyway. He texts me saying hes outside of the hotel, and i run down the stairs till i reach the lobby. When i see him, i wanna run into his arms and kiss him, but i dont. All i do is slowly approach him. "Emma, is everything alright?" I shake my head and start crying. "Im so so so sorry," His eyes are filled with worry and confusion, so i continue. "When you were gone, everyone but Calum and I went to a party, and so me and Cal decided to get drunk, and he kissed me, and we um, ya know.. im so sorry Luke, i love you so much," He stares at me for a good 2 minutes before speaking up, "We're done, Emma. I cant believe you," my heart drops and i shake my head, "No, please, Luke, this can work!" He wipes a tear that fell and looks at me one last time, "Goodbye, Emma," and he runs up the stairs.

Ive been sitting outside the lobby for a few hours and Ashton and Michael come running towards me, "Emma, we heard what happened, and we arent mad at you, dont worry, but its freezing, please come inside?" Ashton rambles and i shake my head, "He hates me, he hates me, he hates me," They look at eachother and Michael picks me up, "had no choice, sorry," I dont have the energy to respond so I just let him. Michael eventually puts me down, and I freeze. "Emma, nobody's mad at you, its okay," Ashton assures me and I nod. When we get inside, I run to my room and open the door, finding Luke sitting there, playing his guitar. "Luke, please just let me-" he doesnt even look at me, but interrupts, "Get what you need and leave, Emma," I feel my lip tremble and I let out a shaky breath and continue talking, "Luke, Im sorry!" He completely ignores me, and so I walk infront of him and grab his hands. "Luke, please just forgive me! It was a mistake!" His eyes are puffy and red, and he finally speaks, "Emma, you had sex with my bestfriend, while we're dating, and you expect everything to be fine?! Everything has changed, and its your fault. I lost my trust for you. Yes, I still love you, but we arent a thing anymore. What we had is gone. All gone," He stares at me with hatred and sadness in his eyes and thats when I break. I get out of his room, and go to bryanas house. I knock and she opens the door, lettting me in. I just cry until i fall asleep basically. But me crying didnt feel weird, what felt weird was not being next to Luke.
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