Broken Into New.

Chapter Four

I woke up slowly and then all at once. 

It was a quiet morning and i hoped the weather would be a bit cooler. In any sense i didn't mind the hot weather. It was just starting to bug me a bit. I missed the unbalanced weather of my home town. It seemed like California had a one track weather train; hot and dry. 

I sat up and glanced over at Alex. He still looked a bit frustrated from last night, even in his sleep. It was my fault that I always had to make things more complicated than they were, or at least that's what he claimed. I just didn't enjoy touch like the rest of the people in the world. I was confusing. I still am confusing.

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The early morning passed easily. When i finally got up, i had to pick out an outfit. This was tricky because i didn't really plan on having an interview at a modeling firm. I eventually settled on a sea blue dress. Then Alex and I went out for breakfast. I had to say it was a good morning, especially since he didn't mention last night. Now it's ten- thirty so i'm on the way to my interview. Alex insisted that he came with me even if he couldn't be in the interview. "clingy much" i mumbled strictly to myself.

 I arrived at a large building that was a classy silver colored building. Across the front of the building was the wording "Lieu de la mode". I knew it was french but I didn't know what it meant, I'll just google it later.

 I went into the large front doors and headed toward the main office. The main office was very plain. Beige walls with a pale grey trimming. The room was filled with desks, but there was only one very large desk that caught my eye. I walked up to that desk and saw that the ladies name was Angela or so that's what her name tag said. She greeted me with a warm and welcoming smile. Her platinum grey hair was cut in a short boyish way, yet it still suited her perfectly- It matched her ocean blue eyes. 

She gave me an application to fill out so i sat down and began reading. I had it filled out in no time because i didn't have much to put down. I strided back over to the large desk to hand in my paper. Angela swiftly directed me down a long hallway and to yet another office. This office was almost identical to the other, but this one only had three desks in it. The other space that the room had to offer was taken up by an elegant sitting area. Angela left me standing in the doorway. 

I walked into the room and found three people already looking at me. The two men introduced themselves as James and Jake. Yes the James i had met yesterday. This was just his twin brother. The woman said her name was Leila. 

We sat down and they began asking all kinds of questions. Like how my childhood was, what i thought world peace was, how my parents met. I understood why though, they wanted to know my personality. Their final question was if i really wanted a modeling job. This was the easiest question they asked. Of course i said yes! They congratulated me and said that i should be here at nine Am tomorrow morning.

 I walked out of LDLM (Lieu de la mode) with extreme confidence, almost cat like. Alex greeted me when i reached the car. He jumped out and got my door for me. It was out of character for him to do that, but i think that he felt he needed to just because of how i acted.

 When he got into the car i grabbed the collar of his shirt and pulled him close till our lips met. I held him prisoner in my grasp until i felt i had to let go. He glanced at me in amazement and then i saw a smile twitch up onto his lips. He never smiled enough, though that was probably my fault. I turned and asked "so what are we going to do the rest of the day?" He glanced over at me while driving and said "why don't we go get some supper and then head back to the room. We can have a night in and talk about what happened at your interview, then i'll tell you about mine." I agreed and then found passion in staring out the window.

 It was calm and before i knew it we were at the restaurant that he had picked. It wasn't a well known place, but one of the places he interviewed at had recommended it. The food was great, although i didn't eat much of it. I wasn't really hungry, i never really was hungry. We completed our meals in an hour and then drove back to the hotel. It was a good thirty minute drive. 

We didn't talk much over dinner or even on the way home. It was like we were both still breathless from my assault that took place in the car earlier. Neither of us was complaining, but i think he was just trying to get his head around it. How i could be so confident and how my mood swings were so frequent. I almost laughed out loud because i could tell what he was thinking for once. 

We got to the hotel and we walked to the room hand in hand. It was nice to do couple things, but it was also brand new territory for me. He unlocked the door and to my surprise he lifted me off my feet and carried me into the room. I fake screamed and said "put me down, put me down, put me down!" He knew it was all a game though and then he half dropped me on the bed. I looked up at him with lustful eyes and he looked down with the same lust. He began to undo his shirt buttons which lead to his jeans. Then he whispered in my ear "two can play at this game, i'm gonna go take a shower." He walked into the bathroom and left me to try to put myself back together. 

He is truly impossible sometimes, i bet that's what he thought about me. We're just both pretty impossible, that's why we fit together so well. I got up and walked over to my suit case and picked out a bra and underwear to wear to bed. I let my hair down and then went back to the bed and laid down. I found comfort in the position i was in and left myself drift off into bliss. 

That was until i was awoken by slight tickles or something of that nature. No actually not tickles; Kisses. He kissed me from my lips and traveled down my stomach. Across my pantie line and down my leg, then back up. I pretended to sleep, but that was then when he started to use teeth. I "woke up" then and playfully flipped him onto his back. I started kissing his lips and then is jaw, neck, and eventually his chest. It got him very into it, more than he was before. Once i trailed back up to his lips i paused all at once and went to his ear. I whispered "two can play at this game, but only one can win." I bit his ear and then went back and laid down. I returned to my blissful slumber. 

My dreams carried me to places that only my mind could imagine. Places that could only exist in my mind. Bright colors and happy people coated my dream, but i found that it was the worst dream that i had ever had. Not because of the plot of the dream, but because the dream was too happy for me to deal with. I could never be that happy and i knew that. I was jealous of something my mind had formed. Our minds are usually most of the reason for our unhappiness, not even the world around us could hurt us as bad as our own minds; i was able to testify to it.

** Authors note**

I'm really sorry that i'm such a lazy writer and that i don't get that much time to update. I promise that i will try to update at the very least, one to two times a week. Life's just been crazy lately, but thank you guys for the reads and good comments that i have gotten!

LV