Love Letters |tracob|

14 pt. 2

jacob

The movie was almost over when i felt something digging into my arm. It was troye.

He was mumbling something, telling me it was too scary and he didnt want to be here... that i needed him to get him out. i think he was crying. shit i think he's having a panic attack or something.

I handed the popcorn over to connor and took troyes hand and pulled him out of the seat. I started to lead him out and down the steps. His hand was still covering his face and he was still crying. Poor baby.

"hey, hey troye look at me" i said grabbing his forearms, pulling his hands from his face. He kept shaking his head no, i dont know if he realized we were out of the movie yet, so i started hugging him.

"shh shh we arent in the movies anymore, you're okay, its me jacob" i whispered to him.

"j-jacob i-i'm sorry" he started to cry even more.

"don't be sorry it's okay" i said still hugging me.

"can you take some deep breaths for me?"

he nodded.

i started breathing deep myself, realizing i was hugging troye and he was hugging back.

"i'm sorry i should have asked you if you even wanted to see this movie, thats inconsiderate of me"

"it's fine," he muffled in my chest "i just get scared easily and then i cry, it's a really pathetic and i hate it" he replied

"it's not pathetic troye. you're allowed to cry"

we stood there for a minute then i pulled him into the next nearest movie theater, La La Land. The room was completely empty, it was just us.

we sat in the middle together and watched Emma Stone and Ryan Gosling dancing in the stars singing "City of Stars" with soft piano in the background. It was truly romantic if you ask me.

I looked at troye. i was still holding his hand. He still had tear stained cheeks and his eyes were a little red but he looked beautiful non the less. he was smiling by now.

"you look beautiful tonight, you know?"

he turned and looked at me. we both looked into each others eyes. i was being engulfed by blue, perfect.

his birthmark under his left eye, perfect.

i looked at his lips, just the right color pink, and perfect.

i start to lean in a little

i couldn't help myself

our lips connected for one long kiss.

our eyes were closed.
its was magical.
time had stopped.
his lips were so soft

we pulled away and left La La Land, troye still blushing

what was this

we saw connor standing there,
"where were you guys?"