Chapter 10

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(A.N.) sorry I fell asleep last night while writing this chapter so I got up and finished, so here you go lovliesWoopWoop chapter 10!! This chapter is dedicated to my lovlie best friend Perla, who moved a couple days ago, I miss her like crazy. sorry go ahead and read
Enjoy :)

                Jayden's P.O.V.    (DUN DUN DUUUUN)

I sigh as I hang up the phone, I hope Lindsey gets my message. I don't get it why won't she take me back? I know I hurt her but, I just miss her so much. The way her long blonde hair flows in the wind, and smells of strawberries and cream. The way her bright blue eyes lit up when she saw me and laughed. I miss the way she would smile, the way her eyes crinkled up at the end and she would close her eyes. The way her soft skin felt on mine, how right it felt to hold her hand and kiss her soft pink lips.

    

         FLASHBACK   

Lindsey giggles as I tickle her sides playfully on the couch, gasping for air in between laughs. " Stop Stop! ple-" She's cut off by her giggles once again. I smile down at her lovingly staring into her perfect eyes, as I stop tickling her. She smiles back at me. 

 I get an idea and hop off Lindsey and run to my room upstairs. I grab my guitar from the corner of my room and hop back on the couch next to her, still trying to stifle her giggles she asks " What are you doing?"  " You said you've always wanted to learn guitar right?" She nods smiling " I'll teach you, come here." I motion for her to sit in-between my legs. I put the guitar in her lap and wrap my arms around her from behind and place her fingers on the cords.

She keeps her fingers on the cords, and I tell her to strum, she does as I say and turns to look at me smiling. After a few minutes she gets frustrated with it and sets the guitar aside and turns to look me in the eyes. I stare into her eyes, getting completely lost in them, probably smiling like and idiot. She cups my cheek gently and leans in and places her soft lips on mine. I smile into the kiss, thinking nothing could ever go wrong in this perfect moment.

END OF FLASHBACK

(still Jayden's P.O.V.)

I wipe a tear that had fallen from my eyes and sigh. I go downstairs to the living room, and can't help but look at the walls in the hallway, filled with pictures of me and Lindsey. There's also one of her and Sadie, and one of me and Lindsey kissing at a park upside down on the monkey bars. I grab my shoes and head outside.

Walking towards the same park me and Lindsey had gone to so many times before, I wonder why I'm doing this to myself. I'm practically torturing myself by reliving all of our memories. Once I reach the park around the corner I sit on the blue squeaky swing, staring down at my worn our shoes. I can't get that picture of Lindsey crying when she left the mall, out of my head.

I can't believe I let her go. I'm interrupted from my thoughts by hearing a soft sob. I look up and turn around to find someone sitting on one of the benches crying, with her head in her hands. I slowly walk over to her and almost immediately recognize her blonde hair. " Lindsey?" her head shoots up and she looks at me startled. Her eyes are red from crying and her cheeks have tear stains on them. " Wha-what are you doing he-here?" She says her voice cracking at the end, my heart breaks all over again.

She stands up to leave, but I grab her wrist, she tugs it away hissing in pain. I furrow my eyebrows together and wonder why she's wearing a sweater. She starts crying again, and I don't hesitate to pull her into my chest. She doesn't wrap her arms back around me, but I still hold her tight, knowing exactly what she had done to herself.

"Lindsey, tell me something." She hums and I continue " Why did you do that to yourself?" as if on cue she pulls away from me, realizing what she was doing. "You. I did this because of you." I feel my heart drop into my stomach and look into her eyes, where they were once so bright and happy, but now so grey and lifeless.

With that she turns to walk away, not stopping once as I call after her.                          

                                Lindsey's P.O.V.

I havn't talked to Sadie since our fight and I know I probably should but I just can't find the courage to. I feel so bad for yelling at her, but it was just because I was upset about YOU KNOW WHO. I realize now what I did was wrong, I shouldn't have run back into Jayden's arms so quickly. It felt so natural to be in his arms, I felt like the whole world stopped at that moment, like nothing could go wrong.

But I need to stay strong, I can't just run back into his arms, like nothing had happened. Once I reach our house I slowly open the door and step inside. I slip off my shoes and turn around to find Sadie lying on the couch with tears in her eyes. 

I automatically run and hug her while she cry's out 'I'm sorry's I pull away and look at her, wiping the tears from her cheeks " You don't need to be sorry, I was just overreacting."  she nods and sniffles a little. I tell her to sit on the couch, while I go to the kitchen grabbing a tub of ice-cream and some random snacks

I go to the closet getting two blankets, going back into the living room and setting the food on the table. I search through the movies and find 'Titanic' a classic, me and Sadie love this movie. I put the movie in the DVD player and turn off the lights and sit next to Sadie grabbing the ice-cream and snacks for us to share. 

She laughs a little and says "Titanic? Really?" I nod and shush her as the movie starts. By the time the movie is over, we are both crying and the ice-cream and snacks are gone. I just turned off the movie and we're both to exhausted to even make it up the stairs. Sadie goes into her room and after a few minutes I hear light snores. I go into the bathroom and get my toothbrush out.

After I've brushed my teeth and changed into pajamas, I hop into bed and stare up at the ceiling, wondering if Jayden would be in my dreams tonight.

(A.N)

Sorry for the long note at the beginning, and for mistakes in this chapter... Also I'm going to be doing a goal thing, so every time I update I'll put a goal on how many votes and comments each chapter gets before I update so if it does reach the goal, then I update.

Goal: 2 comments 3 votes?

Thank you for reading beautiful people, make sure to comment and vote if you want the next chapter! byeee 

~Lindseyxx :)

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