Lonely Life

Chapter 4

Aoi's P.O.V

I swear! All I'm good at is hurting him! I slam the door behind me and sit on the stairs down the corridor. I pull out a cigarette and light it.

I breath the smoke out and close my eyes. Dammit, all he does is cry and I'm the reason. I feel so bad. Has he even forgiven me for pushing him down those stairs?

Probably not. I mean, because of me he was limping for two weeks and had to have stitches in his head.

I sighed and stood. I walk down the steps and into the the yard. The air was warm but the grass was wet with the dew that came with the night.

I looked up at the stars. They all seem so dim. Even the moon is dim. I sigh and take another drag of the cigarette.

I blow the smoke out and sit on a bench. The warm air was cold as the wind blew. Maybe I can sit out here and freeze.

I hear footsteps and look towards the dorms. Uru is standing at the stairs, staring at me. He has a blanket wrapped around himself. He comes out into the yard, but stays at least ten feet away from me.

He sits in the grass and wraps the blanket around himself. I sigh and stand. I walk back to the dorms, tossing the cigarette bud into a trash can.

As I'm going up the stairs I hear sobs. I sigh and roll my eyes, heading back to the yard. I walk up behind Uruha, he not noticing.

"Why do you hate me?" He sobbed and laid on his side in the grass, his back to me. He pulled the blanket around himself tightly.

I back away and head back to the dorm. "He doesn't mean anything by it. He just isn't used to people hating him. He doesn't love me." I mumble and enter the dorm. I lay on my bed, my back to Uru's bed.

I lay there for an hour, about to drift off to sleep when the dorm door opened. I closed my eyes, pretending to be asleep. Uruha sits on his bed, he is hiccuping from crying. He lays down and begins sobbing again.

An hour passes and the sobs stop, I sit up and look at him. I think he's asleep. I stand and walk towards his bed. I ran my fingers through his hair. He rolled over so he was leaning against the wall.

I sat next to him, eventually laying down. I pulled him closer and hugged him close. I pulled the blankets around us and fell asleep.

Uruha's P.O.V

Why is it so warm? It's usually cold. I slowly open my eyes to come face to face with Aoi. His eyes are closed and he is smiling. I look at the window, the light shinning bright. His arms are wrapped tightly around me. I peel his arms off and pushed him off the bed. He sat up, glaring at me.

"What the fuck?" He hissed and I crossed my arms over my chest. "Why the fuck are you in my bed?" I ask and he rolls his eyes.

"I got cold and you were warm." He said and stood. He stretched and grabbed some clothes. He headed to the bathroom. Soon I heard the shower running.

I yawn and lay back down, pulling the blankets around myself and closing my eyes. I begin drifting off again when there was a knock on the door.

I stood and went to the door and opened it. My boss was standing there. "Hey Uruha. Are you alright?" He asks and I shrug.

"Hang on a minute." I say, and close the door. I write a note saying I'm goin out and put it in Aoi's bed. I get dressed and walk out the door.

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We get to a small café nearby and we sit at a table. We order coffee and we begin talking.

"Aoi is so cold hearted. I really wish I knew if he was pretending or not." I say and my boss nods. "It's just, he tries to be nice to me. Then he gets annoyed and storms away or calls me a bitch." I say and my boss sighs.