Lonely Life

Chapter 1

Uruha's P.O.V

"God dammit Uruha. Why did you do that?" Aoi shouted at me, he slapped me yet again and walked back to the kitchen. I heard the shattering of plates as he began pulling things out of cabinets and drawers, growing all the contents around the room. I backed into the corner of the room, sliding down to the floor and sobbing as Aoi continuously shouted. He came back into the living room, beginning to throw and break things. "Aoi. I'm sorry." I said, standing and slowly walking towards him. Aoi slapped me and stormed to the bed room. I followed behind and realized he had pulled out a suit case, beginning packing my clothes. Aoi threw the suitcase at me then pushed me towards the door. "Aoi, stop this!" I shout d, throwing the suitcase to the ground. I was slapped yet again and Aoi grabbed my arm and yanking me towards the door. Pain burned in my shoulder at the force of the pull.
Aoi opened and door and pushed me out, slamming the door. "Aoi! Aoi please! Don't break up with me! I'm sorry!" I shouted and the door opened, "shut up whore! Get the fuck up and leave!" Aoi shouted, tears were running down his cheeks, anger or sadness, I didn't know which. "Aoi, please!" I begged and he went into the apartment, coming from out with my suitcase and tossing it down the stairs. "Aoi please, he...he forced me! I only love you!"
"Shut up!" Aoi came towards me, grabbing my arms, yanking me to my feet and dragging me to the stairs. "Leave Uruha!" Aoi shouted, pushing me down the stairs. I reached the bottom, my head slamming against the concrete sidewalk. I heard our door slam shut. There was a scream and I could here Aoi continuously breaking things, smashing things against the door.
I slowly stood up, waiting for Aoi to come back outside but he never did. I sighed, picking up the suitcase and slowly making my way down the street. I walked and walked until I reached Reita's place.  I knocked on Reita's door and waited until Ruki answered. "Uru! What happened." Ruki asked, reaching up and touching my bleeding temple. Ruki bit his lip, grabbing my hand and pulling me into the house. "Aoi and I got in a fight." I replied. Ruki sighed and went to the kitchen, wetting a cloth and pressing it against my temple. I held onto the cloth as Ruki went up stairs to get Reita. I sat at the kitchen counter, the tears starting again. A sob escaped my throat and I pressed my forehead against the counter, closing my eyes.

*2 years later*

I got out of the cab at the university, grabbing my bags from the trunk and paying the driver. I headed towards the dorms and finding the dorm I had received the key to. I entered and looked around. Two beds, one on the rights side of the room and one of the left side. A window was on the wall between the beds. I chose the bed on the left side of the room. I unpacked my things into dresser and bookshelf on my side of the room. I pushed my suitcase under the bed and sat on the bed, looking around the room. There was a kitchen area and another door leading to a bathroom. The walls were painted a pale blue, trim of the walls was white, the doors black. The comforters on the beds were both pale blue with dark blue pillows.
It's been two years since Aoi and I broke up. Ruki and Reita allows me to stay with them for a bit, but after awhile of walking into the house to find them fucking on the couch I finally moved back in with my parents. Dad and my sister were both helpful in so many ways, but mother, as always, seemed pissed off at every little thing I do. I sighed and checked the time, it's time for work.
I grabbed a duffle bag, packing my work clothes and standing up. I headed out of the dorm and locked the door. I saw Reita and Ruki, they too had decided to attend this college. Ruki came towards me, nearly tackling me as he hugged me. "Heading to that shithole you call work?" He asked and I sighed, nodding my head. "I wish you wouldn't work there." Ruki bit his lip and I shrugged, "it pays atleast. Besides, I'm not able to work in a café or anything, I get fired to easily."
"So you choose one abused by drunken pigs?" Ruki growled and headed to his dorm room. I watched as he slammed the door and I shook my head. Reita placed a hand on my shoulder. "B careful, please." Reita sighed, following after Ruki to the dorm room.
I get to the small black building with the big pink lights around it. I sigh as I enter, looking around in disgust at how many drunk men are here tonight. There's more than usual it seems.
"Hey baby." One says, wrapping an arm around my shoulders. "Piss off." I say and he chuckles, "you're a frisky one, huh?" He asked and I rolled my eyes, pushing him and causing him to fall off balance. "Go home shithead." I growled and walked into the 'employees only' room.
"Hey Uruha." Keiko says as I entered the dressing room. I smiled at her. "Why do people have to break all that glass? I mean, cleaning so much pays good but it's tiring." She asked and I shrugged. Keiko doesn't exactly work here the way everyone else does she's just payed to clean once everyone has left.
"I really wish you wouldn't do this. Just tell them you rather help me clean." She begged and I sighed. "Look, my job pays alittle more than the cleaning one does. And I need the money." I say and she rolls her eyes. "Your going to mess around and one of those men are going to hurt you again. Just like last month." She said and stormed away. I know she is right, but I need the money. I go to the bathroom and strip my clothing.
I pull out the thong and skirt and put them on. I sigh, Aoi is right. I'm nothing but a whore. I should just die. Nobody will love me, I've fucked up everything. I was just lucky Aoi had put up with my bullshit for as long as he did.
I put on the makeup and stared at the small needle in my bag. Taking a deep breath, I grab it, injecting the liquid in my arm. My body goes numb. Okay, no getting hurt this time. I walk out of the room and to one of the stages. Many of the men came to my stage, watching me with lustfilled eyes. I grabbed the pole and did my usual dance. Many of the men tossed money at me or whistled.
After I was done one the men pulled me to a back room. He showed me a wad of cash. "40000 yen if I can fuck you." He says and I sigh, taking the money. I'm such trash...I'm a whore, a good for nothing waste of space.
The man pinned me to the wall and pulled my skirt and thong down then rams into me. I just stared blankly at the wall, listening to the grunts the man began making. After awhile my boss enters the room. "Okay. That's enough." He says, pulling the man away from me and pushing him out of the room.
"Uruha. You know I do not allow those assholes to fuck my workers." My boss says, wrapping me in his jacket. "I know." I said as he walked me to the employee room. "Get dressed. You have a month off." He said and I gap at him. "But-"
"No buts. You will still be paid. Take some time off and rest." He says and leaves the room. I get dressed and put the clothes in my duffle bag. I take my boss his jacket and head to the dorms.
I entered the university, heading to my dorm room and walking inside. I turned on the lights, "hey asshole. Turn those off!" A familiar voice yelled. I walked to the bed and stared at the raven. He looked up.
"Really? I have to share a room with you?" Aoi said, sitting up. I sighed and placed my bag next to my bed. "We shared a room before so it's no big deal." I said and he laid back down. "Yeah when we were together. That was a long time ago." He said and I grabbed a shirt and boxers. I went into the bathroom and stripped of my clothes.
I got in the shower and let the warm water ease my muscles. I heard the door open. "Aoi?" I called out. "Who the hell else would be in here?" He said angrily. I sighed and began washing my hair.
"Listen. I don't mind having you as a roommate. But if I was able to choose I would be far away from you right now." He said and I heard the toilet flush. Then water running from the sink. I felt my heart shatter. Why does he do this?
I get out of the shower and dry off. Dressing in my night clothes and walking into the room. "What's with this thong and skirt." Aoi asked, holding them up. "Where did you get them?" I asked and he pointed the the duffle bag. "Going through my belongings?" I growled and he shrugged, "Why. Do. You. Have. Them?" He growled.
"It's nothing. I don't have to tell you." I say and he roles his eyes. "Why is there semen on them?"
"It's none of your damn business." I say and lay down. Aoi throws the clothes on the floor and lays in his bed.

Author's Note
Here is Lonely Life's first chapter. I hope you like it. It may not be as long as School Life though