Clouds

CHAPTER 13

Chandler's POV

I wake up in my bed and see Sam no where to be found..I rub my face when I feel my head burning..just fucking great..I also try swallowing but my throat is killing me..I look around and see the window is open and I only have boxers on. that explains it.. I grab my phone and text Sam.

C- dude I don't feel well, staying in. can you bring me food?

no reply..fucking great..I scroll through my contacts and all I see are girls, girls, more girls, and wait what? Clouds? I have her phone number? wait..its listed under Rosey..oh right I got it from Lilly

hello?

clouds? dam my voice is raspy

chandler? whats up with your voice?

im sick alright! ow..can you please come over?

chandler! not after what happened I-

please..just like when we were little.

Cloud sighs..knowing she remembers.

okay..ill see you in a few..

I hang up and try getting off my bed and cleaning the room..mostly Sam's shit, I'm actually really neat for a boy

"chandler?"

I walk over to the door with a blanket over me and open the door

"Jesus, Chan..you look like shit"

"thanks.." I say..with of course a raspy voice again

"here..lay down..I have soup and medicine. also some movies"

I lay against the head board and Clouds covers me with only a thin blanket, she closes the window and pulls out a small bag

she puts the back of her hand on my forehead and smiles pulling back her hand

"well you do have a mild fever and it seems like you should be able to bet better in a couple of days"

clouds gets out a thermometer and sticks it in my mouth, she pulls out cough drops and Tylenol

she pulls out the thermometer of my mouth and puts it away she hands me the small glass with Tylenol in it and I drink it. I cough making my throat burn, I hate cherry flavored

"okay, now suck on this and your throat should feel better in an hour or two"

"you remembered didn't you?"

"what?"

"when I would get sick, your mom and you would come over while my dad was working and my brother was at school, you would skip school to see me and watch your mom look after me" I cough into the blanket

"hmm..yea..I remember..but those days are gone..we are older now and things aren't the same like they use to be" cloud smiles but soon her smile fades away

I close my eyes feeling like shit after what I did to her. I don't know why I became such a dick In middle school and why I thought it was okay to treat her like that.

"I'm sorry"

"excuse me?"

"I'm sorry..I'm so fucking sorry I hurt you Clouds, you deserved so much better" I coughed into the blanket and continued "I'm sorry for being such a sucky boyfriend, in fact, I might actually be the world's worst boyfriend" I cover my face with my hands and I just hear Clouds giggle..god I missed her laugh

"Chan..It's hard to forgive some one who hurt them so bad, I don't even know if I'll ever forgive you but, it's going to take a lot of effort. "

"okay so does this mean I have a chance?"

cloud sighs before answering "...drink the soup, you have Netflix, and if you need anything just text me okay?"

Cloud's POV

oh god..seeing him sick made my heart drop, he looked like the innocent Chandler I once knew..but he isn't. he changed..no way am i letting him back into my heart.

"you didn't answer my question" I grab the door knob and look back at sick Chandler

I walk back to him and kiss his cheek, I look into his blue eyes all I see is guilt and regret..no..I..yes I can forgive him, no I cant..

(a/n: to my friends who read this..im just saying this forward..there is a dirty part coming up..but trust me there is worse!!)

chandler cups my face with his hands and leans me in, we both close our eyes when I feel his soft lips up against mine..god I missed him so much, he sits up as I sit on his lap

I smile into the kiss pulling back, and just continuing, I tangle my fingers in his hair as he groans

"I'm so sorry" I smile, keep going boy

I deepen the kiss pulling my hand out of his hair putting my hands on his chest while his hands still hold my face

he licks my bottom lip asking for entrance and I gladly accepted. god he feels so good

he slowly starts kissing my neck as he takes off my school sweater leaving me in my white shirt.

"I forgot how good you were at this" I whisper in his ear

I straddle his lap making him groan

"you better stop.." Chandler whispers in my ear

"what if I don't want to?" I whisper seductively, he smirks kissing me

all of a sudden the door swings open and I see Lilly with Sam in the door way

"about time you Clouds forgave Chandler"

my mind just clicks when I noticed what I was doing, I look at Chandler and I get off him quickly grabbing my things and running out the door.

"Clouds! I-" Chandler tries calling me but he stops because of his throat..

Jesus what did I do! crap I am in deep shit this is all my fault! I promised my self I would never let him back into my heart..more or less my mouth too! oh god oh god..I look at the time and its already 12, Fucks sake! whatever I'll just skip this day and stay in my dorm..

WHY can't I forget Chandler's lips..I need him, wait..no I don't! yea I do! no I don't! yea I do ! shut up subconscious!!

oh god..I'm so screwed

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hia guys so I just wanted to get this chapter done and released! and I know my friends on Monday will be like WTF HOW DID YOU EVEN KNOW HOW TO WRITE THAT DIRTY SHIT?! FIRST OF ALL I GRABBED SHIT FROM OTHER BOOKS OKAY? AND BY OTHER BOOKS I MEAN "AFTER" again sorry to my friends but hey that's what it has come to..I swear I rarely write like that just this one time..to my readers this is what its like when real life friends read your book..fuck..