Clouds

CHAPTER 23

Chandler's POV

I turned bright red when Lilly's words kept replaying in my head

you love her..

you love her..

you love her..

I can't.. can I? I've spent two whole years with her and at first I was all her perfect boyfriend, but after everything.. my parents.. my mom.. my stupid da- William.. I guess I just lost track of time to be with her.. but do I love her? I said it millions of times to her back in 6 and 7th grade but I really didn't mean it..

Can I still love clouds? no.. I can't..right? I have so many mixed feelings for her, I'm mad at her for replacing me, but happy she found someone to give her the love she needed, but angry again because he left her.. what the hell is going on to me?!

I never turn this way, all mushy, that's not me! Black beanies, black skinny jeans, white t-shirts, leather jackets, that's me! Not this gross lovey dovey shit, but maybe I need to be like that for Clouds to love me. Maybe change is good.. wait, what the hell? No, I've never cared what people thought of me, other then Clouds.. God I'm such a fuck up..why did I have to go kiss Amy? oh right.. my friends dared me to.. wait.. my friends dared me to.. So it wasn't my intention!! ITS NOT MY FAULT!!

I run back into Clouds dorm and practically yell at Lillian,

"Help me win Clouds back!!"

Clouds POV

I walk out of the Macy's Store we have at school and quickly text Lillian I'm coming back..

coming back, so if you are heading out, don't lock the door
-Clouds

I grab the two bags filled with clothing and shoes off the ground and begin walking back

Lillian's POV

"Shit!! She's coming back!!" I quickly hide all the magazine's of boys and shut off my laptop of tumblr boys to help me get references for Chandler's new 'look'

knock knock*

"what now?" Chandler whispers/yells

I look around and look back at our window

Chandler looks at the window and whispers/yells, "Hell no!"

"Go!!" I push him out the window as he quickly sets him self on the roof, oops.. I forgot, he's afraid of heights..

"Lilly? You there?"

I run around the room, accidentally dropping our calendar and falling on my knees

"um, yea!! Come in!!"

Clouds slowly walks in and sets down her bags..

"um, why are you on the ground?"

shit..

"uh... you know I like exercising, doing a few girl push ups."

"you hate exercising.." Clouds makes a puzzled face.

"well now I love it!!"

"okay... your sweating like crazy, here let me open the window.."

Fuck!!

"NO!!" I yell, making clouds hand barely touching the glass

"you okay? its just a window.."

"I mean, no don't open the window!!" I shout the window part louder then usually so hopefully Chandler moves without having clouds see him