We aren't just passing ships, are we?

Wild one

**4 moths later**

Emma POV-  Its been a year since me and Killian met. He surprised us with a house for us to live together. I was insanely happy with him. Anyway, I decided as an anniversary present i would throw a party. I set out some drinks and food as everyone arrived. The place soon filled up. Our new home. I called Killian asking where he was. He went down to the dock to pack up the last of his things. He was on his way! I meet him with a kiss at the gates. "I've missed you" a say laughing leading him up the steps. "Their are lots of people here for the party by the way." We walk in through the doors, Killians face lit up. We begin to mingle in with the crowd. Everyone is having a great time...maybe a little to great. Regina was so drunk she was dancing on the table, mom and dad where all over themselves and Ruby and Whale where getting closer. Me and Killian had both had ALOT of rum and wine. As we made are way around the crowds we met in the middle. Greeting with a kiss. A slow song came on and we leaned into each other. We rocked back and fourth to the song 'Timeless'. I buried my face into the cave of his neck. The smell of cologne and sea salt hit my nostrils...the smell of my home. We danced the night away. We stopped for the occasional drink and kiss but that was all. He almost sent me to sleep. I looked up and noticed that there where only a few people left. We all said our goodbyes and we where alone. I threw myself onto him. Kissing him deeply and passionately. Our shoulders rolled backwards and forwards as we pushed our hearts and selves into each other. He picked me up with my legs straddled around his waist and my hands tied around his neck. He carried me upstairs in which we perused the kissing. It was filled with passion like i've never felt before. I got lost in him kissing me and my neck when he suddenly lifted himself off of me. 

"Emma, we can't do this..."

I looked at him confused.

"We're drunk and where probably going to forget this. I don't want to take advantage of you as we are drunk.I want to remember it, when i give all my love to you. I want us to treasure it, together, not when we're drunk" 

Killian POV- Emma nodded her head slightly and let out a large sigh... She got up and walked to the bathroom to get ready for bed. She walked out of the bathroom. She wore some shorts and the shirt i gave her when the almost drowned. She climbed into bed and got comfy. I went and got ready for bed. I threw on a t-shirt and some pyjama bottoms. I also climbed into bed. I snuggled up behind her wrapping my arms around her torso. She held my hand close to her face. "Night Killian"..."Night Emma"

I woke up, i desperately needed water. I unravelled my arms and body from Emma and made my way down to the kitchen . I grabbed my drink and sat on the sofa, i picked up my phone to check the time. 04:15am. I sighed heavily knowing i wasn't going to get much more sleep. I looked down into my glass, thinking about how well last night went when suddenly i heard a creek. I jolted my head round to see Emma at the bottom of the stairs, shaking from the cold.
"Mind if i join you?"
"Come her love."
I said calmly. I guided her waist as she came and sat next to me. I pulled her into the side of my chest, rubbing my hand up and down her arm trying to warm her up. She was frozen solid. I rested my chin upon thee head before kissing it lightly. I soaked in all the sents of her hair, strawberrys and cream.
I reached for the TV remote and put on a movie. We put on "Tangled". To be fair, it was a good movie. Very cute and romantic. As the credits rolled on, i opened my mouth, about to speak but a glanced down to see Emma was passed out on my lap. I smiled widely down at her before slowly detaching her head from my lap. I turned off the TV and turned back to Emma. I cupped my hand under the small of her back and her shoulder, lifting her up gently. I quietly walked upstairs with her in my arms. I walked into our room and placed her on the bed. I tucked her in and kissed her good night. I also climbed into bed but i layed on top of the sheets, staring into thin air. I lay the rest of the night thinking about the party and how much I loved Emma. Where me and Emma really ready to take that next step in our relationship, is she ready?

Emma POV- I awoke slightly, but i was laying in bed. I didn't move or anything. I just thought, thought about how amazing last night was, even though me and Killian cut it short. Which got me thinking... Where me and Killian really ready to take that next step in our relationship, was he ready?
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They both lay awake that night. Wondering... Wondering...Was the other person ready?