We aren't just passing ships, are we?

As if it couldn't get any better

**this chapter is quite explicit. M rated. Read at own choice**

Emma POV-
Everyone finally left and Dad and Mom dropped me and Killian back off home. As they drove away i pulled Killian into a big hug "Thank you" i whispered

"What for love?"

"For coming into my life..."

I looked up at him with tears in my eyes. He lightly pressed his lips against mine as we headed inside. We made some hot cocoa and we watched a movie.

We both where still in our wedding clothes, so he left to get changed. He came back down in a baggy pyjama trousers and no top, which wasn't new. He always slept without a shirt on. I picked up all the layers of my dress and headed upstairs. I tried to squeeze in all the dress into the tiny bathroom, i was about to close the door when i suddenly remembered that i didn't have to, we where married. I unlaced the dress myself and i slipped out of it. Moving it out onto the top of the stairs. I threw on one of Killian's t-shirts and put on some sweatpants. I walked out of the bathroom and headed into the bedroom. Killian was already lying in bed on his phone.

I hopped into bed and he snuggled up behind me. I flipped over and kissed him on his nose. We had a little battle of kissing each other on different part of our faces, but sure enough it lead us to kissing each others lips. We pushed against each other filling it with passion and love. But this time it felt different, a different level of love. As we deepened the kiss, i rolled on top of him.

"Swan... Do you want this now...?"
"Yeah... Yeah i think so..."
He grinned down at me, his aquamarine pearl's filling with lust.
I mean yeah sure, I had done it before, otherwise Henry wouldn't be born. But i was to scared after Neal to do anything. So it was the the first time for me, again...

I place my hand on his chest before he rolled over on top of me. We deepened the kiss and my hands slid down to his torso. He slowly pulled off the shirt i was wearing and he sat up and didn't say anything.
"What?!" I cried
"Nothing Swan. I-im just looking at how beautiful you are..."
I felt my cheek fill with red as he came to continue kissing. He pressed his cold hands onto my bare shoulders, sending a shiver down my spine. He kissed down at my neck before unclasping my bra. He couldn't help but smile. As he continued to kiss my neck i began to giggle. This all felt so new to me. His hands started to tease with the strings on my sweatpants before he slowly lifted them below my knees. After that i couldn't resist. I slowly pulled away his pyjama trousers and all we where left with was our bare underwear and skin. Killian slowly kissed his way down my body towards my middle. He was on top, he had the control, but i trusted him. He slowly slid his thumb behind the back of the pink lace that remained. He slowly lowered it down and threw it across the room. I was left with my bare skin. I mimicked his move on him and i threw his boxers away.

Both our bare skins touching, sending pulses throughout our bodies. He came back up to kiss me before he lightly pressed his hands on my knees to straddle them. He lightly started kissing up my leg before he reached between. I let out a small moan as he continued to press his lips to my cliterous. His hot breath drove me to a place I'd never been before. My mind was going crazy, feelings of lust and love. He crawled his way back up to my lips.
"Are you sure Emma?" He whispered
"I'm sure, just go slow" I replied. He seemed to ignore me so a repeated it again.

"please Killian, just go slow" i said, my voice filling with fear.

"Of course love, i would never do anything that you wouldn't want me to do..."
I smiled heavily and pulled his lips in to mine. My straddled legs wrapped around his torso, pulling him closer.
"Alright swan, i'm on it!" He said giggling, knowing what i wanted. He leaned back and i spread my legs more as i braced myself. I closed my eyes briefly. As Killian slid himself in, i let out a slight breath. I opened them back up and Killian's arms where holding himself up above me.
"You ready love?"
"Yeah" i breathed. My voice re-filling with fear
"Just hold onto me and look at me. Tell me if you want to stop"
I quickly nodded my head, still nervous. I placed one hand on his shoulder and one through his hair. His hips slowly started to move backwards and forwards. I started to breathe heavily and i let out a small moan. I looked down for a second, i began to scare myself. Killian's hand lightly touched my chin, allowing me to only look at him. His eyes where set on mine and all the fear went away. The feeling was amazing, we weren't going fast but it felt good. I pulled Killian into a kiss and he picked up the speed. I dug my heels into the bed and clenched onto his hair. I couldn't help myself now. I let out a cry of lust, the feeling was amazing. Both me and Killian began to pant, i pulled his body into mine before Killian let out a loud moan before he started to slow down. Both our hips where still thrusting against each other, the claps of our skin began to fade away. Killian pulled out and grabbed some tissues and cleaned both of us up. My head was still in cloud 9, something i had never experienced before. Killian kissed his way back up to me and he lifted me so i was sat on his knees with my legs wrapped around him.
"Thank you" i whispered. Trying to hold back the tears.
"What for Emma?"
"For knocking down my last wall..."
I couldn't hold back the tears. All i wanted was him. He pulled me in for one last kiss before he grabbed my pyjamas and slipped them back over me. He picked me up, still koala hugging him, and rested me back on the bed. I watched him walk over to the other side of the room to collect his pyjamas that went flying earlier. I smiled at him as his face blushed because he knew i was watching. He came back into bed. I wrapped my arms around his torso and we both drifted of into a deep sleep.
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Their was no more walls, Emma finally had and open heart. Everything she ever wanted was here in this town, in this house, in this bed...