Chapter 11

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katniss pov

The end of the day is finally here. i have thought about it alot and i am ready to speak to him. i see him at the back of the school watitng for me, does this boy ever give up?

I walk over and i can see the hope in his eyes.

"did you think about it?" he asks and i open my mouth and say

"im sorry peeta, i dont forgive you .....

and his face drops just like that. He then runs over to delly and says he will be her girlfriend!

i start to cry , he didnt even let me finish! i was going to say but we can try but he had to blow it!

i run up to him , give him a smack, tell him what i was going to say and run off. How could he, enemies again , why am i making the same mistake!

peeta pov

AHHH! i just blew it again! i should have listened but i was itching for a answer and i didnt get a immediant one. Who cares! ive literally had enough with her, why does she not like me! i mean i am just a blower, why cant i get anything right!!!!

Me and Delly walk hand in hand to her next class, i have art which isnt hers. On my way to art i see her, katniss. But wait, she is running out of school. i run after her and now i see where she is going. The woods. But she isnt running towards the hunting area, or the medow of flowers. SHE is running to to the POISINOUS BERRY PATCH!

she cant commit suicide! she cant!

i run as fast as i can towards her, i see that she is picking the most deadly berries ever. Nightlock.

She says " peeta, i cant be used like this, im breaking up inside that there is no reson to live. I really do love you. Goodnight.

And with that she puts them to her mouth.

i just managee to knock it out of her hand.

"peeta!!" let go , go away!!! she screams

i pick her up and carry her to her house. she bangs on my back but i dont let her go. its literally like im holding on to her on the edge of her life. Prim opens the door and gives me the most dirtiest look ever, like she got coal for christmas from her grandma. She is about to scream at me to put her sister down when i look her in the eye and shout

"I SAVED HER FROM SUICIDE!"

prim gives me a horrified look and nods we place katniss on the counch and stop her from moving everywhere.

"Prim please dont let her die look after her she is my everything!"

"no im not you went off with delly" katniss screams

" I GO WITH DELLY TO MAKE YOU BLUDDY JELOUS!" i scream and then katniss goes on about all my lies. she burts into tears and i do too. i sink to the ground head in my knees and cry.

"peeta please just let me die" katniss speaks

im too upset, the girl i love hates me! "NO you cant i forbid it katniss" i say through muffled sobs.

" i will commit suicide" she says again

"prim please look after her dont let her out of your sight, i know what will make her stop" i speak and give katniss a long loving kiss, she kisses me back but then realises what she did and backs away.

" i love you katniss" is all i speak before i leave the house

i get out my phone and create a new chat on whatsapp and name it  ill miss you.

finnick:whats with the name of the chat buddy?

annie: yeh peeta, r u ok

clove :peeta whats up with thisill miss you thing?

glimmer: peet?!

gale: guys r u all mentaly ill............ dont you know?

cato: wat?

and my heart sinks when katniss replies

katniss: no peeta no!!!

i start crying again and type

peeta(me): katniss i cant bear to see you go through this pain, i love you and i keep making mistakes that are only kiling you inside. I want you to be happy and live with all your heart in happiness. if im stopping it i need to go.........not you.

i love you katniss everdeen with all my heart.

Goodbye x

im here at the same bightlock bush katniss was near, i pick 3 berries  as thats katniss's lucky number and i want her to be lucky.

i wisper i love you katniss, always

before bringing the berries to my mouth...........................................................

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its sad wrighting this :(

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