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Chapter 17

katniss pov

ive gotten over peeta....not!

Its moday so i have to go to school, i told prim what happened and she told me to never trust that jerk. I dont know though he is my everything.

As i walk through the hall ways i see people staring at me with a sorry expression. I give them all a fake smile before walking to my locker. Unfortunatly its next to peetas so im stuck when he is at his locker. I consider waiting  for him to go but then i would be late to class. I avoid all of the peoples contact of eyes and move swiftly. When i reach i see peeta with delly. DA HELL! he said he didnt know and next day he goes with her, he cant even try to get me back , he thinks a few love sappy words are going to draw me back like those other sluts in the school but noooooo im not like that.

I see Gale, my best friend and johannas boyfriend. He is so nice and always watches my back when hunting. We are like the perfect partners for archery. He smiles at me and waves me over to him,annie, and johanna. Annie gives me a sorry hug and i respond back. We are amazing friends and i love her to bits.

The whole corridor is silent watching my everymove...........creepy!!!

And as time ticks i feel a tap on my shoulder, i turn around and see peeta. Here come the sappy words but no.......... none of that instead he says

"i love delly now sorry" and he struts away

I feel my eyes are going to floor. I cant stop the tears and i dont care about weakness becuase that is what i cant controle, i wish i was like my father brave, strong, and caring but i guess im too young to be that yet. Gale gives me a sideways hug and i cry in his arm. Johanna hugs us both so we are a bundle of hugging people. Everyone in the corridor looks at me and i straighten myself up and walk to class.

I have uncle haymitch so i guess im ok in that class he wont bother if i am wailing, he would tell me to go on my phone and play angry birds but i am so depressed my fingers dont move.

My uncle probaly heard what happend as he smiles sadly at me. I give him a hug and he says

"do whatever im not bothered" to the class.

Delly and peeta immediantly make out and i just stare at them in a gloomy trance. Delly then comes up to me grabs me by the braid and whispers in my ear " he loves me slut"

The waterworks start but i try to keep it in, singing in my mind helps so thats what i do

i cant let delly see im weak i cant let her in, so i begin to sing

(a part of frozen let it go)

Dont let them in dont let them see

be the good girl you always had to be

conseal dont feel , dont let them knowwwwwww

but now they know

let it go dont hold it back anymore

let it go, let it go just turn away and slam that door

i dont care what there going to say

let the storm rage onnn

Peeta dosent bother me anyway(i made this line by myself)

i turn around and see that everyone is dead silent. Shoot!!! did i sing out loud, damn it damn it damn it.

All i see then is peeta............ smirking?

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why is peeta being mean? :'(

anyways dont worry about a thing cause every little thing is gonna be alright :)

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