Raw Emotions

Things you should know before you date me

1) I am bad at Informing people of how I feel.
2) there is a chance that I'm only talking to you because you smiled at me.
3) you don't like sarcasm? I promise I am not holding this against you!
4) sometimes I read so much that I am transported into a different universe and forget I exist. Please remind me of this fact.
5) sometimes I keep the books under my pillow to keep the bad monsters away-
6) I give too much of myself to the wrong people too fast. This is a bad habit that I don't know how to break. So expect me to cry a lot.
7) when I say I've been crying I actually mean I've been wanting to cry but I can't-
6) I have an unhealthy obsession with cheese. If you get cheese, it will be gone in the next few days.
7) I say I like tea more than I drink it because I don't want to be boring.
8) sometimes I wake up at five in the morning, eat everything I can find, then pass right back out again.
9) I sometimes laugh at jokes that I don't find funny, this is probably because you laughed at them and I want you to like me.
10) woooooooah, I am not 'new agey'!.... I.. am a witch.
11) I keep rose quarts in my left pocket for when I am afraid-
12) I make oils out of herbs to cure pain-
13) if I could burn sage I would because there are a lot of bad things in my head.
13.5) my favourite number is thirteen.
13.75) please don't ever tell me that nothing is wrong. Because if you were telling the truth you wouldn't say that word, you would tell me that "everything is okay".
14) so it turns out that glitter nail polish gets everywhere, so... maybe I'm just messy.
15) I actively seek out and find warm hiding spots, so if you ever lose me try looking in on the sun or in hell... or, you know, by a radiator.
16) I tend to drag things on that people aren't interested in. I have a feeling this is the case here.
17) I'm trying to stop.
18) I have the constant fear that I will leave something I finished and that is why I drag things on.
19) I can't end on an uneven number.
20) I struggle everyday to get out of bed. Some days I watch my phone die and I envy it. Some days I like long walks on the beach..... straight into the bottom of the ocean. But some days I will wake up with a smile and greet you with a nickname and a friendly message.
I promise you that you will, more often that not, be the reason for that.
Do not take advantage of these days.