Infinite Love

Modeling & Acting

"So, Zayn, I was thinking that after this movie i'm just going to act and model because this makeup is good but I want to be on and off set." I said rubbing his shoulder. Zayn was taller than me and his shoulders so broad, and muscles so built. "That will be good. Then you can even out your schedule." He said walking into the room. "Iris, mommy has to go take pictures so do you want to go with Aunty Sarai or Aunty Addey?" I offered. "Aunty Addey, because her house has a trampoline." Addey's house was nice and about the same size as the one we are moving to. Her boyfriend, Gabriel, is a Brazilian model, so he gets ladies and dough. Addey doesn't care about the ladies part because they are both committed. "Okay, i'll call her." I called Addey to verify our meeting place. "Zayn, I know we are moving in all, but I think she needs a nanny. My friends would do anything for me but I don't want to keep putting Iris off on them. She needs a nanny until I can stay at home on the weekends." I said packing my go-home clothes, because after the shoot I won't want to be in a skirt.

I moved my last beauty box into the living room and sat it with my other boxes. "Iris, go put your shoes on because we are about to leave." I told her. I was in the bathroom putting my hair in a braid, because hair and makeup wouldn't take long. They don't have to do alot to me, because my face is always free of friends. But in middle school it was bad, but then I found this product and it's been the bæ ever since. "Tammie, i'll look some up and we can interview them, but for now i'll take Iris, don't want you to be late." He said. "Okay, thanks. Call her and let her know please." I kissed them both goodbye and I was off to my shoot. "Heidi, can you come snap this." I held my top piece over my boobs as she tied the string. "Thanks." We both walked off. "Tammie?" A voice called, a very fimiliar voice. "Ash!" I said shielding my eyes from the sun. "This must be the set they put you on?" I guessed the obvious. "Yep, you look good, more skin." No, not compliments, Zayn why did you have to let me take this one? "Thanks." He told me where to stand and how to pose and he took the pictures.

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"Can you grab that tripod?" He asked me. I got it and took it to him. "Come back to my suite, if you need to change." He offered. "I was," I looked around and saw how they already took the changing tents and stuff down. "Tammie, you left your purse." Britni, my fellow model, said. "Thanks." I quickly grabbed my purse, the duffel, and started walking to my car. Ash led the way to the hotel and the suite. "Oh, we are going to be having a house-warming party if you wanted to come." I said. "Where?" He asked. "We are moving, we haven't planned the actual party, just the idea." I assured him. "I might be able to come, but i've been kind of busy." He replied. I walked into the bathroom and the door wouldn't lock so I just closed it.

I changed into my sweats and tank. I came out to see Ash completely naked. "I'm sor-," I covered my eyes and ran in the bathroom. "Okay, you can come back out." He said chuckling. "Seriously?" I asked. Without speaking, he came to the door and let me see him clothed. He moved to let me out of the bathroom. "I gotta get home, because everytime i'm with you something that isn't supposed to happen, happens." I grabbed my bag and headed towards the door. "Maybe it is supposed to happen." He raised his eyebrow. "Ash, i'm not sure what you're trying to accomplish, but if it's splitting Zayn and I up it's not working." I said a little bit louder. "If I was I could." I wasn't sure what he meant, but it sounded as if he was about to get Zayn in major trouble.

He pulled his phone from out of his pocket and scrolled through his videos. "Here." He handed me the phone. On there was Zayn and a girl kissing. But it wasn't me, wherever they were it was kind of dim. Pink lights, strobe lights, and a stage, that must've been the club they were at. i heard Harry say, "Dude, Tammie's gonna freak!" and walked off. The girl said, "I'll be there when she's not." I stormed out and got in my car. "What is my problem, why?" I cried so hard tears came rolling down my face. I laid my head down on the steering wheel and covered my face with my hands. Why would he show this to me? I sat there for about an hour, when there was a knock on my window. "Let me get in." Ash said. I clicked the door open, "I'm sorry, but I couldn't keep it from you." He said rubbing my back. "Why?" I shouted causing more tears to fall.

"Come here." I leaned over and fell into his arms. "No, this is wrong!" I said straightening up. I sat up and wiped my face. "Come on." I said, I started the car and drove off. I was going pretty fast and I know Ash was holding on for dear life. We pulled up to the condo parking lot. I parked out front and went inside and upstairs. "Mrs. Malik. A package." The concierge said to me. "Smith." I kept going. "Zayn!" I screamed when i got upstairs. "Baby, i'm making your favorite." He was making lasagna. "Why is he here?" He rammed together. "Who was that girl? Where is she?" I started hunting through the house. "Where is who?" He came following after me. "Zayn!", before i could say anything else I started to cry again. "I'm - not - stupid." I stopped crying but the tears were still there. I broke up my words, I did the most hurtful thing that any wife could do. I took off my wedding ring and sat it on the counter, then walked out. My bag, already packed from the last getaway, was in the car I drove back to the hotel and went immediately to sleep.

I woke up the next morning with my makeup smudged all on my pillow. At this point, I looked like a clown. Gosh, those things scare me as much as I scared myself. I turned my phone off, but before that I text Addey to see if she could keep Iris another day or so. Sure enough, Addey said yes. I washed my face and brushed my teeth. My bath water ran as I undressed. I sat in the tub and let the bubbles cover me. I sat there and then I turned the shower on and washed. I started to think about what really happened. It hurt me to see that, but the way Ash has been acting around me alone has added suspiciousness to it. It's almost like he wants me alone. I thought of all the things I could've said to Zayn to hurt him, but i'm glad I didn't. After I had dried off, there was a slip of paper that came from the door. I didn't notice until I got ready to go somewhere. I picked it up and read it.

It was from Zayn, without looking to see the signature I could tell by his slanted small cursive. It read,

"Tammie, I want to say how sorry I am that this happened. I didn't want to hurt you, I was just drunk and it only happened once. The video that Ash had was on the same night, and to think that he spied on me. He's just trying to split us up, I can tell he wants you more than you think I do. Don't listen to him. Come home and i'll make it up to you. I want you to remember all the memories we had. Like the time when I had to give you CPR, and when we got stuck at the train station in Europe, or when the power went out and the guys and us watched Barbie with Iris. Do you really want to let that go? Please don't be mad at me, I don't want Iris to think anything is wrong. Signed Zain, your booger, Malik."

*sorry to interrupt, but I want Tammie to know he really wrote it because that's how he really spells his name. Alot of people don't know that. Continue!*

That was heartfelt, I could tell. Zayn is a loving person and I honestly believe him over Ash. I think I might lose a friend today. I was going to the house only because I left my charger. I opened the door to Zayn holding a dozen roses. I jumped on him causing him to drop the roses. "No more alcohol." I cried joy, what if he actually let me go. "No more leaving." He told me. He hugged me tight. I kissed him on his forehead. "But i'm a princess!" He quoted from the movie. "Let's go save Rapunzel." We walked into the room and talked about it. I wasn't going to let him go that easy. "So what really happened?" I laid on the bed with him next to me. His head propped up on his hand and his other hand was walking over my stomach. •that tickled, hehe• "That was all in one night." He explained. "That was all in one night." He nodded. "So, what did she mean i'll be there when she's not?" I really wanted an explanation. "You thought she meant you?" He chuckled. I gave him the it's-not-funny look. "She was talking about the other dancer, there were two." I raised an eyebrow, "Did she look better than me?" If he said yes, then he probably thinks of her. "I don't remember."

The more questions I asked I would get more frustrated I stopped. He walked up my body and turned my head to face him. "Are you mad?" I let out a sigh, "A little, the fact that Ash showed me it made me think you had done it a second." I said. "Well, i'm sorry and he should be too." He kissed me and got out the bed. "I'm going to go get Iris." I grabbed his arm signaling to wait. I slid my flip-flops on and we walked out. "Tammie, I hate to keep bringing it up, but do you really forgive me?" He asked. "Yes, promise." I said forgivingly. We continued our drive to Addey's house. Zayn had to be guided to the house, "Next one." He backed into the driveway.

*hai, about the cheating part, I wussn't sure how to do that. I have experienced some, not myself but with ughumm. sorry if it's not realistic I googled some parts. those were the results. follow, read, vote!