Infinite Love

A Day at Cocoa Beach

We stayed up all night watching movies like little kids. I groaned as he tried to wake me up. "Babe. I'll lick you." I didn't care, I was so tired. "Here comes." He licked my face. "I"ll dump water on you." With that, I got up. The water could've been too hot or too cold. "Why did you want me to get up?" He took me hand and led me out into the kitchen to see a bunch of food on the counter. "Is this breakfast?" I asked. "Brunch is better." I looked at the clock and it was 2:15. "What is this for?" I was sttill surprised at all of it. "This is our weekly breakfast." I guess he was trying something new. "Since the X-Factor is near end, i'll have to be at practice a bit more. And I wanna make sure that we get some time together, i'm doing the same with Iris too." He rubbed my back for a quick second. Then, I started eating, well, him a bit after me but same thing. "So, when do you want to leave?" Zayn asked me. "When we are done eating, I guess." I said. He continued eating, then I got full fast so I started to put the rest in the fridge. My phone started ringing, it was Brian. So instead of hanging up, I let it ring all the way through and then I would listen to the voicemail. He ALWAYS leaves voicemails. So I went and checked it and it said:

Hey Tammie, I have to tell you this before they come. I was getting deported, instead I just have to do jail time. See, you might've thought I was caucasian, but i'm was an illegal immigrant from Cuba. Before I had done drugs the first time, I got my citizenship here. Then, like I said I started to do drugs. My life went downhill, that night when we were together, I was drunk, not high. I have stopped doing drugs but somehow they found out that I raped two women, and they are taking me for 3 years, because the other woman wouldn't come forth, you. I'm probably running out of time for this voicemail, so tell Iris I love her.

What! He would've been in longer, but let me not wish harmful things on people. I wish I would've answered. "Babe, he's in jail." I said and I dropped my head. "Yea, ok. Why are you so mad?" He said. "I don't know." I had other thoughts in my head, but I was very unsure why. "Are you sure?" I nodded and walked in the bedroom. "Tammie, let's go again." Zayn said coming towards me. "Babe, no we are going to the beach." We kissed several times before I let go. "So wear something easy to take off." Zayn was really in need now. He started my feeling, that feeling that I got after I say no, I want to do it now. I had to stop myself. As I got naked, the bulge in his boxer came up. He came closer to me and pulled his boxers down. I knew exactly what he was doing. "You owe me from last night." He whined. "Zayn," I didn't realize how close he was until I turned around and yelled in his face. "I want to have sex with you." I said in a whispery voice. I bent over as he slid in me it felt funny from the last time we had done it. I didn't care, because I would tell the child, 'Your dad was really into me and he forgot something and that's how you came into existence.' "Tammie." He kept pushing, he came out and we laid on the floor as he continued. I moaned, "Yea?" He was so into it. "I- uh forgot the condom." He said slowing down. "What?" I exclaimed. "Just kidding, I knew. What do you want to name him?" I asked. He came out completely and ruffled his eyebrows. "Nothing, let's get ready." He got up and turned the shower on. 

I took my hair out of it's ponytail and let it wet itself as I rinsed off. I got out, dried off, and picked out a bathing suit. I would show off my body, from eating at that delicious, but fattening, English food. I have gone to the gym every Wednesday, since we got back. "Tam, you can't wear that." He picked out something less showy, to be honest what he handed me wasn't even a bathing suit. "Well you can't wear that." I took his swim trunks off. His third leg hung in front of my face. Was it wrong of me to wonder  how to give a blow job? I wouldn't do it, that's just... unTammie. "That's too exposing." I told him. "And what you're wearing is too." He came back. "I'm not wearing anything." I said. "Exactly." I grabbed my stars-n-stripes mokini, less exposing, same use. I put some shorts on over it. My boobs and stomach didn't matter to Zayn, it's all about the booty. To me, Zayn's face was it, that can attract anyone, but he put a muscle shirt on and his swimtrunks. "See are we happy now." I said. "No, cause you're still exposing your face." Awww, I said in my head. "Okay, let's go." I put my flip flops on and we walked downstairs. We got in the Cooper and drove to the hotel. Ash opened the door he wasn't wearing a shirt and oh lordy, I can't. Iris tugged Zayn out the door as soon as he stepped foot in the room. "You guys are walking already?" I asked. "Yes, we're gonna buy floaties for me. Come on Daddy." I pulled him, "I'll walk down when I'm done." I used the bathroom and Ash was in the room making up the bed. It seems like everywhere Iris goes, there will be a pillow fight. Even at the house. "So, Ash, did you guys have fun?" I asked. "Yes, she's a miniature version of you." Was that a compliment? 

I grabbed a pillow and helped him with the bed. "Tammie." He called. "Yea." I said. "I know you're married in all but I wanted to take you out for dinner, if it's okay with Zayn." I loved Ash, he was so respectful. "Yea, sure. I'll make sure I ask." It was kind of an awkward question. "Okay." He stared into my eyes, and I did the same for him. "Um, let's go." I looked at the bed, breaking the eye contact. "Yea." I walked before him and he followed behind closing the door. "Where are they?" I looked around. They were under a tent sipping on Icies. We walked over to them and there was a hot dog and pretzel on the table. "Iris, if you're going swimming you can't eat now." I told her. I took my shorts off and walked towards the water. Iris came behind me and pushed me into the ocean. "Iris!" I grabbed her and hrew her in and I swam towards her. She was kicking and splashing water in my face. "Do you have goggles?" I pushed the hair out of her face. "Daddy has them." I pulled her back to shore and got the goggles from him. "Here, let me loosen them." I adjusted them and we went back to the water. We stayed in for a while, that was until we got pruny. "I'm going to get some food. What do you guys want?" Ash looked at me as I walked towards the table. I sat on the sand to avoid the awkwardness. "Apple martini. And some chips please." Zayn lifted his sunglasses to make sure I said that. I haven't had a drink in a while, well maybe about two months. "Okay then." I rubbed more sunscreen on and put my shades down. There were a few paparazzi trucks, but not more than usual. "I'll go with you man." Ash got up and walked away with Zayn.

"Mommy, can you help me with my castle?" I sat up and scooted over to where she was. I picked up the bucket and pail. "It won't stay up." She whined. "Calm down, you need some water that's why." I took the  bucket to shore and filled it and walked back. I dumped it on the sand and scooped it back into the bucket. "Flip it over." I guided her hands to it carefully. "Hey, maybe when daddy comes back we can bury him in the sand." I gave her an idea. "Ashy too." Not sure if that was a good nickname but oh well. "Here ya go." Zayn handed me my drink and Ash gave me my chips. "Thanks." I said. "Lay down guys." I told them. "Come on Iris." We covered them with sand, and Iris made them a pillow to be propped up on. We got water and packed it down so they sand would stay. We sat on the sand and walked away as they screamed our names. "We'll go back in ten minutes." We went swimming again. We got out and I finished my drink and chips. We undug them. "Were you guys really stuck?" I asked. "Yes." Oh. I put my flip flops and my shorts back on, and Iris as well. "You guys didn't even go swimming." Iris said. "We can't swim." I was shocked.