Infinite Love

Answering the Questions!

"Mom," I said. "It was Sarai!" I was trying not to get upset. "Tammie, you don't have intercourse with someone else's papi. De actuar de manera estúpida gracias a Zayn, mira lo que la fama le ha hecho a usted." You act so stupid thanks to Zayn, look at what the fame has done to you. "You are not going to talk about Zayn. He has given us everything we needed, he is a great provider. He accepted me when I was pregnant with someone else's baby. He understands me with everything that's going on and you're the only one who doesn't."

I grabbed my keys and left. My mom makes me so mad, even as an adult. You can't do this, you shouldn't do that. Shut the fuck up. Damn, it's my body. If I want to give a baby, I can. Even when I got my cartilage pierced. I slammed on brakes when I noticed how fast and close I was. "Fuck." I almost crashed. I had to calm down or else I wouldn't be mentally there. I took the shortest way home. I got home to ten cars outside. The paparazzi looked like they had been standing there for a while. "Tammie. We heard." "Unknown sources." "What's up with Harry?" Are you leaving Zayn?" "Where is you baby?" "Your life is over." It seems like when I heard 'your life is over' everything went slow. I had faced the paps before but not like this. "I was having a friendly dinner and Zayn was there. Thank you."

I pulled into my driveway slowly making sure no one got in before the gate closed. "Hey, Wynonna! It's a jungle out there. How's Iris?" I said catching my breath. "Zayn took her out." She said. "Do you want to talk? Just to get to know each other better." She nodded. I poured two glasses of wine and sat on the couch. "Well, i'm obviously older, by si-x years," she wasn't sure of my age so she eased out six. "Yeah." I assured. "And I used to be a sitter for all the big ones, like Angelina, Gwyneth, Katie H., all of them. Then I figured I would like to be more permanent in their life so I would like to be a house nanny." She is really sweet to be working for someone younger.

We talked for about an hour and then Zayn and Iris came home shortly after that. "Where were you guys off to?" I asked. "We went to Aunty Addie's house." Del said. "Delly, go put some lounging clothes." I told her. "Zayn, can we come in here?" I pulled his hand and guided him into the room. "Zayn, you think I still have a future, right?" I said. "Tammie, do you need to see Dr. Richards?" He said then he rubbed my shoulder and went up to my neck and brought me closer. "Zayn, I don't need to talk to any doctor." I said softly because of his distance from my face. "If you have to go, it's okay. We will get you whatever you need." He kissed me on my lips and then he said, "Tammie, do still think about us?" I backed up, "Zayn, of course I do! We are married, it's hard not to. When I had to get pregnant, it was hard doing it with my best friend. You and I know Sarai iffyed it too when it was actually happening. I had to be bold and make a move, because it wasn't going to happen."

He looked a little more relieved. "Zayn, from this day on, we are only together. I will not offer or accept giving any babies." "Deal." I kissed him and wrapped my arms around his back. Del just walked, we unattached. "Hey mommy." Del jumped on me."You are getting big baby." I said lifting her up onto my hip.