Infinite Love

1 Year Later

"Sarai, it's okay." I said as she sobbed into my shirt. "I was supposed to be in the hospital some weeks ago. Giving birth. The pain was supposed to be taking place and the aftermath." She cried more. "Can I just die? Like Matthew. It was probably the shot on New Years'. I killed my baby. Ughh!!!!" She groaned more and cried I just sat there and listened. "Want some ice cream?" I said after a while of silence. "Cookies 'n' creme, please." I reached for my phone and text Harry and told him to get two tubs of cookies'n'creme ice cream. "It's on the way." I said.

She lifted her head from my lap and said, "You know you are one lucky bitch, your baby is in perfect condition, and you are pretty happy with your life. Right! I mean I think it's just me. It's probably cause I didn't forward that chain letter. Hand me the cup, cause l really need it." I picked up the cup and sniffed it. "No, I thought this was coke. You don't need anymore of this." I took a sip, just to wake me up. Harry knocked on the door and Sarai had fallen asleep. "Just put it in the freezer. She's sleep." I said. "Thank you so much for coming over here. She's been in bed for almost two months, she hasn't left the house either." "I have to go," I said responding to Zayn's text. "Tell her i'll be back tomorrow once I take Iris to school." I said kissing his cheek and leaving. He walked me out to lock the door.

"Babies i'm back." Iris ran up to me. "Ooh, my baby I missed you so much!!" I had only been gone for a week with Sarai. "Gimme kiss." I said. I piggybacked her all the way from the kitchen to our room and plopped her on the bed. "Babe. She's better." He said. "No. But I have a surprise for you." I walked into the bathroom. He quickly got up and followed me, while Iris stayed on the bed. "What?" I changed into my pajamas. "Well, I thought that me and you could have some classic fun." I said giggling. "Oh, really." He lifted an eyebrow. "Yup a movie and popcorn!" I said. "What?" His face became straighter than a freshly ironed shirt. "Really, that way Iris can be in here." I said.

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"Tammie!" I arrived at Harry and Sarai's house. "I really need to ask you a big favor, like almost a year favor. I'll even pay you for it." I hushed him. "Just say it." I said. "Well, I need you to have Sarai's baby... with me." He finally said. My whole universe stopped. Especially when he said with me. "Harry, I hate to disappoint you or Sarai, I mean I'd love to, but i'd have to clear it with Zayn. And Sarai." I rushed. "Tammie? Is that you?" I walked in the room. "Yea, it's me." I said. "It's been around 4 months. Do you want to.. try and have another baby?" I asked slowly. "I'm afraid that they'll be stillborn, too. It said if you have one, you are more likely to have another." She said quietly.

"Well, I could have one for you. Only if you want." I eased. "You would really do that." She said. "Yeah, Harry would do anything for you." I said, her face kind of became less grinny. "Wait," She said. "Harry!" She called. "Yes baby!!" He came in scared, as if something happened. "If you both agree not to enjoy it, I approve. But, I love both of you guys. Tammie, you always go to the extreme for me. And Bubbles, Harry," he laughed, "don't get too happy cause this is a one time thing, Tammie wouldn't do it, but you may find someone who will." We sat on each side of her on the bed. We all watched Avengers, this is the happiest i've seen her since Matthew.

Sarai fell asleep and Harry and I sat on the sofa in the living room and talked. We talked for hours until I had to pick Iris up from school, Zayn had taken her this morning. "Tell her I left." I walked out and got in my Range and drove to Iris' school. "How was your day baby?" I asked buckling my seatbelt. "It was good. Was yours boring?" She said. "No, it was very interesting." I said. "Can you turn it up?" Iris asked pointing to the radio. I turned up the radio and as we got closer to home I offered two choices for dinner. "Should we go out to eat or cook?" "Out!" She shouted.

Iris wore some capri shorts and a butterfly top. Zayn wore khaki shorts and a tank. I wore a flowy shirt and jeans. Zayn grabbed the car keys and we drove to Carrabba's. "3." The waiter guided us to our table and Iris sat next to me and Zayn sat on the other side.

"Lime Margarita with a water. She'll have apple juice and Tammie?" He said. "Just a water will be fine." I said. Zayn looked at me funny. "No drinks tonight." He said. "No." I said. When another waitress passed by he said, "Ey, ey, can you get her something with alcohol in it." she nodded and went to the kitchen. "I want that." Iris pointed and continued to play on my phone. "Zayn, I have to ask you something. Like all jokes aside. And you can't flip out." I said, he nodded, I continued. "Can I have sex with Harry?" I spat. "What?!?" He questioned. "Did," He spoke softer after he realized how loud he was. "Did you bring me out in public, so I wouldn't flip out when you ask me a dumbass question like that? Because if you did then we can go now." He said angrily. "No, Iris said she wanted to go out, and it's not a dumb question because there's a reason. Now, if you want to get angry I can go do it now. Whether you agree or not." I got up and used the restroom.

When I came back out, the food was there. "Are you calm?" He asked cutting his steak. "Yes, I am. Are you?" I responded. "Yes. Now what is the reason." He said. "It's for Sarai, she hasn't left the house in about 4 months. Sitting in that room, depressed, because her first born is dead. She thought she killed it. Now, Harry asked me if I was okay, then we asked Sarai, now it all depends on you. I would love to have her baby, with you. But then it would make the child completely ours, she obviously wants it to be partly hers." I said cutting Iris' chicken tenders and dropping them in her pasta.

"Yes. Fine, if it means that much to you and them, go ahead." He said. "Then tonight, I'll let you be in my movie." I said laughing at him. "I'm sleepy." Iris whined. "Okay, we're almost done."